What do you do when you get fed up?

 Psalm 58:1–11 (ESV):  

1  Do you indeed decree what is right, you gods? 

Do you judge the children of man uprightly? 

2  No, in your hearts you devise wrongs; 

your hands deal out violence on earth. 

3  The wicked are estranged from the womb; 

they go astray from birth, speaking lies. 

4  They have venom like the venom of a serpent, 

like the deaf adder that stops its ear, 

5  so that it does not hear the voice of charmers 

or of the cunning enchanter. 

6  O God, break the teeth in their mouths; 

tear out the fangs of the young lions, O Lord! 

7  Let them vanish like water that runs away; 

when he aims his arrows, let them be blunted. 

8  Let them be like the snail that dissolves into slime, 

like the stillborn child who never sees the sun. 

9  Sooner than your pots can feel the heat of thorns, 

whether green or ablaze, may he sweep them away! 

10  The righteous will rejoice when he sees the vengeance; 

he will bathe his feet in the blood of the wicked. 

11  Mankind will say, “Surely there is a reward for the righteous; 

surely there is a God who judges on earth.” 

Why are some people intent on evil and others intent on good? Where does right and wrong come from? Is there ultimate justice for the goodness and the badness in the world? These are a few of the question this psalm of David seems to be dealing with. At some point in our lives, we too consider the same things. Many people wonder why there is evil and suffering in the world, where does it come from? Why do some people have influence when their desires are harmful to others? It is good to consider these things, we can learn about life, ourselves and our own moral standards as we consider the big questions of life on Earth.

David was considering such things as he saw people grow from one form of injustice to another becoming venomous, cunning, deceitful and destructive. We can see from this writing that David is pretty fed up with seeing these people going around thinking they are ‘gods’, hurting the innocent and vulnerable. He got so incensed by the evil actions of 'the wicked' that he desires all these people to be violently punished as they seemed to go from one form of evil to another. Even though it seems like the rich and powerful, the corrupt and lying are those that have influence and power, one day God will, ‘break the teeth in their mouths’ - Their words will be futile, their attempts to cause harm will fail and they will ‘be like the snail that dissolves into slime’. These are David’s prayers for justice. He has seen enough of life, of good and evil to observe that the wicked seem to do well for themselves, and it has driven him to passionately pray for their destruction and obliteration. 

Are you fed up with some of the things you have observed in your community, country, family or government? If so, what are you doing about it? If you are moaning to other people, getting increasingly annoyed and bothered by the descent of the world into chaos and wickedness then how does that help? Turn your frustrations into prayers. 

Pray for God to break the evil in this world. He can; break teeth, tear out fangs, make things disappear, blunt, dissolve and put to death. You can know that when you see something that is unrighteous and evil, God doesn’t like it either. So, are you partnering with Him to see an end to it and trusting that one day you will be rejoicing when vengeance comes?! There is power in prayer. You can seek the end of the evil practices of this world plus you can vent your emotions and ask God for solutions. God will listen and those of this world can learn that For, ‘Surely there is a reward for the righteous; surely there is a God who judges on earth’.

Is your love steadfast?

Psalm 57:1–11 (ESV):  

1  Be merciful to me, O God, be merciful to me, 

for in you my soul takes refuge; 

in the shadow of your wings I will take refuge, 

till the storms of destruction pass by. 

2  I cry out to God Most High, 

to God who fulfils his purpose for me. 

3  He will send from heaven and save me; 

he will put to shame him who tramples on me. Selah 

God will send out his steadfast love and his faithfulness! 

4  My soul is in the midst of lions; 

I lie down amid fiery beasts— 

the children of man, whose teeth are spears and arrows, 

whose tongues are sharp swords. 

5  Be exalted, O God, above the heavens! 

Let your glory be over all the earth! 

6  They set a net for my steps; 

my soul was bowed down. 

They dug a pit in my way, 

but they have fallen into it themselves. Selah 

7  My heart is steadfast, O God, 

my heart is steadfast! 

I will sing and make melody! 

8  Awake, my glory! 

Awake, O harp and lyre! 

I will awake the dawn! 

9  I will give thanks to you, O Lord, among the peoples; 

I will sing praises to you among the nations. 

10  For your steadfast love is great to the heavens, 

your faithfulness to the clouds. 

11  Be exalted, O God, above the heavens! 

Let your glory be over all the earth! 

This passionate psalm overflows with worship and appreciation of who God is even though David is pursued and in hiding. David focuses on how great God is, ‘above the heavens’ and ‘over all the earth’ as he realises that the present situation is no reflection of the character, power or kindness of God. God remains glorious, worthy and steadfast so David chooses to dwell on these facts rather than the fear and pain that he feels. David sets his mind to consider God because He is greater than the heavens and the Earth, and so is definitely greater and more trustworthy than the dangerous position he is in and his own emotions. 

Even when you feel like you’re ‘in the midst of lions’, you can praise God. Even in darkness and despair, God is there and is still a merciful refuge. David knew this - he chose to see beyond the cave and trouble that he was in to the refuge and glory of God. He set his mind to focus on the One who was keeping him safe and whose, ‘steadfast love is great to the heavens….faithfulness to the clouds’. 

David never dwells on the negativity. He has some awful experiences, as well as some great ones and his writings display the emotions he feels. He doesn’t deny that he feels; pain, fear, disappointment, joy, love, hurt or grief yet David does not let these emotions direct him or influence him other than by being felt. David accepts and acknowledges his reactions to whatever is happening and brings them to God. Then he considers God. You see, the situation and your emotions should not be the overriding factors in your life. God should be. Therefore David expresses how he feels and then moves onto what is more reliable and true - He reminds himself of God’s steadfast love and that He is; good, loving, powerful, steadfast, strong, purposeful, caring and full of mercy. 

The truth of God never changes. David is certain that he can trust in Him even in the terrible trials of life. In this psalm, David is enduring a life-threatening situation, but you wouldn’t guess it from the way it is written would you? David is full of praise for the ‘God most High’ saying, ‘I will give thanks to you’, ‘For your steadfast love is great to the heavens, your faithfulness to the clouds’. David has put both the trial and God in their rightful places - God being far higher and more important than the problems he is facing. The focus for David is to continue to honour and worship God. He does not deny the pain and suffering that he is going through, but he does submit it to his knowledge of who God is.

So, how do you respond when you're in trouble, afraid or persecuted?

What do you focus on when life is difficult? 

What do you think about God when you are in pain and suffering? 

Do you allow the truth of God to inspire you and overwhelm you rather than your own fears and emotions?

Do you remember to extol and worship God? 

Even when life gets tough David does not stop worshipping or praying. In fact he makes sure that he is still doing these things. David does not turn his back on God or walk away, he goes towards God, talks to Him and honours Him even in the difficult times. David knows that God’s power, influence, greatness and love are worth being grateful for no matter what else is going on. God is worthy of praise whether today and tomorrow are good days or not. God is still steadfast in His love for you whether you experience it or not. God is still majestic, powerful and in control even when you are not. God never changes even when situations do. Therefore you can depend upon Him and praise Him in the cave as well as at the party. God is always above all things and He will always have His way, and His love will always be steadfast. Is yours?

"This I know, that God is for me."

 Psalm 56:1–13 (ESV):  

1  Be gracious to me, O God, for man tramples on me; 

all day long an attacker oppresses me; 

2  my enemies trample on me all day long, 

for many attack me proudly. 

3  When I am afraid, 

I put my trust in you. 

4  In God, whose word I praise, 

in God I trust; I shall not be afraid. 

What can flesh do to me? 

5  All day long they injure my cause; 

all their thoughts are against me for evil. 

6  They stir up strife, they lurk; 

they watch my steps, 

as they have waited for my life. 

7  For their crime will they escape? 

In wrath cast down the peoples, O God! 

8  You have kept count of my tossings; 

put my tears in your bottle. 

Are they not in your book? 

9  Then my enemies will turn back 

in the day when I call. 

This I know, that God is for me. 

10  In God, whose word I praise, 

in the Lord, whose word I praise, 

11  in God I trust; I shall not be afraid. 

What can man do to me? 

12  I must perform my vows to you, O God; 

I will render thank offerings to you. 

13  For you have delivered my soul from death, 

yes, my feet from falling, 

that I may walk before God 

in the light of life. 

Even though David is undergoing strife, he still has hope and confidence. He is oppressed and attacked, yet this is not the focus of this psalm, why is that?

This I know, that God is for me.

Wow! This is what David says even when life is troubled and terrifying, when things are not going his way and he doesn’t like it, David still is assured that God supports him! What is your response when you are battling and afraid? When things are not going your way? Do you, as David did, ‘put my trust’ in God because you are assured of His love and support? Or do you have one of the common responses of; fight, flight or freeze? We are taught, aren’t we, that these are the three responses of the primitive brain to danger; fight, flight or freeze. Yet David seems to have come up with a fourth! An alternative reaction to the dilemmas that you face - know that God is for you. In the midst of trouble David assures himself of this. He doesn’t let his primitive brain get in control, instead he focuses on what he knows is real and true - God is for him. If you are living your life following God, then you too can repeat David’s words and say, ’This I know, that God is for me.’ It may not look like it, or feel like it but this is the truth. You may feel frightened, oppressed, forgotten, hurt, yet the truth still is that God is for you. It doesn't change just because life gets hard or scary.

‘When I am afraid, I put my trust in you.’ 

Do you do that? In a time of difficulty and trouble where do you turn? Where do you get your confidence and solutions from when there is a dilemma? There’s only one response that can give you the best outcome, and that is turning to God and relying on Him to sort out the issue. Anything else may release endorphins or stress, make you feel better for a moment, but nothing else can produce a powerful, long-term solution. Only God can be depended upon to bring out the best of a bad situation, do you stick with Him when life gets tough?

David has discovered through his life that God has always been constant. God has provided for and sustained him, and so he is sure that God will now too. Just because life gets difficult, doesn’t mean that God has disappeared or doesn’t care any more or that his favour has run out. Sometimes we can mistakenly believe this of God because we know what we are like as humans! Yet God is constant. He has always provided for and sustained you, so you can be assured of His continued favour, strength, love and care even in the times of attack and oppression. Therefore, learn to, ‘when I am afraid, I trust in you’ and remind yourself, ‘that God is for me’. These are the keys to knowing peace in turmoil, assurance in persecution and love through trials. David discovered it, and he shares his secret with you today. When you set your mind to trust in God, He has a way through every situation, will you trust in Him?

"This I know, that God is for me."

Where do you go with your internal battles?

 Psalm 55:1–23 (ESV):  

1  Give ear to my prayer, O God, 

and hide not yourself from my plea for mercy! 

2  Attend to me, and answer me; 

I am restless in my complaint and I moan, 

3  because of the noise of the enemy, 

because of the oppression of the wicked. 

For they drop trouble upon me, 

and in anger they bear a grudge against me. 

4  My heart is in anguish within me; 

the terrors of death have fallen upon me. 

5  Fear and trembling come upon me, 

and horror overwhelms me. 

6  And I say, “Oh, that I had wings like a dove! 

I would fly away and be at rest; 

7  yes, I would wander far away; 

I would lodge in the wilderness; Selah 

8  I would hurry to find a shelter 

from the raging wind and tempest.” 

9  Destroy, O Lord, divide their tongues; 

for I see violence and strife in the city. 

10  Day and night they go around it 

on its walls, 

and iniquity and trouble are within it; 

11  ruin is in its midst; 

oppression and fraud 

do not depart from its marketplace. 

12  For it is not an enemy who taunts me— 

then I could bear it; 

it is not an adversary who deals insolently with me— 

then I could hide from him. 

13  But it is you, a man, my equal, 

my companion, my familiar friend. 

14  We used to take sweet counsel together; 

within God’s house we walked in the throng. 

15  Let death steal over them; 

let them go down to Sheol alive; 

for evil is in their dwelling place and in their heart. 

16  But I call to God, 

and the Lord will save me. 

17  Evening and morning and at noon 

I utter my complaint and moan, 

and he hears my voice. 

18  He redeems my soul in safety 

from the battle that I wage, 

for many are arrayed against me. 

19  God will give ear and humble them, 

he who is enthroned from of old, Selah 

because they do not change 

and do not fear God. 

20  My companion stretched out his hand against his friends; 

he violated his covenant. 

21  His speech was smooth as butter, 

yet war was in his heart; 

his words were softer than oil, 

yet they were drawn swords. 

22  Cast your burden on the Lord, 

and he will sustain you; 

he will never permit 

the righteous to be moved. 

23  But you, O God, will cast them down 

into the pit of destruction; 

men of blood and treachery 

shall not live out half their days. 

But I will trust in you. 

David has not only experienced physical battles, but also the inner turmoil of the soul. This psalm explains a situation where he was emotionally and mentally strained by the betrayal of, ‘my equal, my companion, my familiar friend’. David was battling with the pain and despair of a broken relationship and the disappointment, chaos, life change and mental strife that this caused. Have you ever experienced such heartache and mental anguish? 

Most of us have. The thing is, this battle that we face is not usually obvious because it’s predominantly internal. Our emotions and mind replay events, conversations and memories, and these can lead to; confusion, anger and sadness all raging inside. It is a furious internal war, yet not many others would be aware of it. In a physical war it is obvious - you see the damage and physical discomfort, but an internal battle is often hidden even though there is also extensive damage and pain. The internal battles that we face are tougher and more wearing than any external ones and we cannot escape them. 

David says, ‘I am restless in my complaint and I moan, 3  because of the noise of the enemy, because of the oppression of the wicked.’ He hears the sound of the disappointment, the grief and pain, the ‘noise of the enemy’ clanging around inside him as the memories and recent events replay. The noise of the internal processing of the betrayal and the personal turmoil that has been caused is louder than any trumpet blast or roar of a crowd. David doesn’t deny it or downplay it, instead he admits the difficulty he is having trying to get his head round what has happened. You don’t have to try to explain, minimise or hide from the internal anguish you suffer either. The internal battles are difficult as they are often unknown to others and rage constantly, day and night, with no rest. David was experiencing this as he wrote Psalm 55. He accepts that he is; restless, oppressed, in trouble, feeling terrified and in anguish. If you feel that way today, or have ever felt like that, know that it is ok. It is alright to feel disappointed, hurt, afraid at times, restless and concerned, and it is ok to admit it too. Even as a person of God, even as a friend, parent, manager or colleague, it is ok. It is usual for people to suffer with their thoughts, you are not alone. David was troubled with a hurt heart and mental anguish and he was a loved and respected king, father, husband and a faithful man of God. Yet here we are thousands of years later reading about and relating to his internal pain. He was not ashamed to admit how frustrated, disappointed and upset he was about things. He was open and honest about it. He told God exactly what was going on for him, how he felt, how troubled he was, and that he expected God to do something about it! 

You see, although David knew he was suffering, he did not choose to dwell in the despair and disappointment. He did not want to stay feeling like this, and he knew where his help and comfort would come from. He had a strong, personal relationship with Almighty God, so he told God about what was going on in his life. He let God know how he felt, even the worst bits such as wishing his enemy dead and wanting to permanently escape (v7 and 15). David was not ashamed to be really honest about his emotions, even admitting when he was in deep despair and inner turmoil. Are you that honest? With yourself and with God?

I cannot imagine that this psalm was spoken clearly and calmly, can you? I imagine it to have been a passionate outpouring of tears, anger and sobs, releasing some of the hurt and disappointment as the words spilled out. David was overwhelmed, hurt and disappointed as he goes to the God - the One he can trust with it all, and the One that can help, strengthen and comfort. David admits he wants to escape this torment, yet he knows that even going to a different place will not change the internal discomfort. For it is his heart that ‘is in anguish’ and no matter where he goes he cannot escape his own heart or memories, so he knows he has to deal with it. Therefore, David’s response is to ‘call to God’. No-one else can help him, restore his soul, bind up his broken heart or breakthrough this trouble. So he goes to the One he knows can influence any and every heart and situation for, ‘the Lord will save me’. David knows that although he feels overcome and like he wants to get away from it all, God, ‘redeems my soul in safety from the battle that I wage’. Both the physical and internal battles God can help with. He is the one who can inspire, strengthen and give your soul refuge (v1). He is the one that can bring you; relief, provision, strength and redemption. Are you allowing God to it? 

Do you go to God with your struggles? Are you really real about how you are doing when you speak to Him?

When you feel overwhelmed and overcome by circumstances and experience internal strife, you can, ‘cast your burden on the Lord and he will sustain you’. Yet God can only help you as much as you let Him. David wanted God’s help in every area of his life, even the messy bits. Are you allowing God to see and have influence in every area of your life? Will you allow Him to see and heal the internal anguish? God will hear and help you if you go to Him, then like David you too will be able to say, ‘in you my soul takes refuge’.

Is your faith as secure as David’s?

 Psalm 54:1–7 (ESV):  

1  O God, save me by your name, 

and vindicate me by your might. 

2  O God, hear my prayer; 

give ear to the words of my mouth. 

3  For strangers have risen against me; 

ruthless men seek my life; 

they do not set God before themselves. Selah 

4  Behold, God is my helper; 

the Lord is the upholder of my life. 

5  He will return the evil to my enemies; 

in your faithfulness put an end to them. 

6  With a freewill offering I will sacrifice to you; 

I will give thanks to your name, O Lord, for it is good. 

7  For he has delivered me from every trouble, 

and my eye has looked in triumph on my enemies. 

Prayers do not have to be long, even when you are desperate. In this psalm we see David calling out to God in distress. He needed his life saving, he was confused and on the run. David had been anointed king years ago, he had been the soother of Saul’s soul through music and was a loyal and successful soldier in the king’s army, and now he is running for his life! King Saul who had once delighted in David had turned vehemently against him and now sought to kill him. So, David had to escape. David knew the promise of God on his life, yet right now, he had to run away to survive. Even though David did not understand what was happening and certainly did not like it, he still honoured and obeyed God. He did not take the change in circumstance as a withdrawal of God’s purposes, plans or favour. He still trusted and believed in God and set his heart and mind on following Him rather than pursuing his own ease and comfort. That is tough isn’t it?! When it seems like the opposite to the promises of God are happening, you can feel abandoned and rejected by Him. You can feel hurt, confused, angry, disappointed and in despair. What is your response when things like this happen? Do you run away from God, get involved in unhelpful habits, or do you continue to trust and believe in Him and proceed to honour and obey Him like David did?

David was uncomfortable and scared as he wrote this psalm, he implored God to intervene and ‘save me’. He saw the reality of what was happening and he called upon God as, ‘the upholder of my life’. David trusted God to sustain and provide for him, not just material things but every breath. Even when he was chased and persecuted he recognised that God is the only one who was in control of his life - how long it lasts and how it ends. David’s security was in God. He knew that God's promises still stood, and that they would be fulfilled because a) God had promised and b) his life was not yet over so there was still time! David was assured through the relationship that he had developed with God  that God supports those who honour and obey Him. He knew that God is faithful, powerful, helpful and has a plan beyond any human one. He accepted that God will fulfil His will even when it seems ridiculous or impossible. 

Do you have confidence in God like that?

The problem with this kind of admirable, secure faith that David has is that it grows through adversity. David knew God had saved him from; bears, lions, giants, and mighty warriors. Therefore David was certain that God would not allow anything to thwart the promises God had made to him. David had learnt that God was trustworthy and true and worth betting his life on. If David stayed close to God, he knew that God would continue to save him, ‘from every trouble’ and allow him to look ‘in triumph on my enemies’. David knew this because of the trials he had already faced with God so trust had been built. When you face troubles do you know that God is right there with you in it? Have you successfully followed God through the trials so that your faith is built and becomes secure? Security in God and the confidence that David had come because you have previously overcome through hard times honouring God and following Him throughout. Keeping your eyes open for what God can and will do and holding firmly onto His promises. So, take some time to consider, what troubles has God got you through? Where are your victories? 

You too can trust in God today as the ‘upholder of my life’. Recall the promises He has spoken over you and keep following Him, then you too will know God’s power, deliverance and remarkable triumphs. 

Careless talk costs lives

 Psalm 52:1–9 (ESV):  

1  Why do you boast of evil, O mighty man? 

The steadfast love of God endures all the day. 

2  Your tongue plots destruction, 

like a sharp razor, you worker of deceit. 

3  You love evil more than good, 

and lying more than speaking what is right. Selah 

4  You love all words that devour, 

O deceitful tongue. 

5  But God will break you down forever; 

he will snatch and tear you from your tent; 

he will uproot you from the land of the living. Selah 

6  The righteous shall see and fear, 

and shall laugh at him, saying, 

7  “See the man who would not make 

God his refuge, 

but trusted in the abundance of his riches 

and sought refuge in his own destruction!” 

8  But I am like a green olive tree 

in the house of God. 

I trust in the steadfast love of God 

forever and ever. 

9  I will thank you forever, 

because you have done it. 

I will wait for your name, for it is good, 

in the presence of the godly. 

Do you feel sorry for the man that is spoken of as a devouring tongue? 

It is not a pleasant metaphor - to be compared to a tongue, particularly one which is deceitful, lying and destructive. Throughout scripture we are warned about the power and difficulty of taming the tongue. You can get caught up with ideas and words and end up saying things you do not mean, creating trouble you never intended when you do not take words seriously, or are negligent in controlling what you say. Words have power (see Proverbs 18:21). I am sure that you have been both inspired and hurt by others’ words. I am also sure that you also have inspired and hurt others in the way you have spoken. 

This psalm serves as a great reminder of the power of words and that you and I can get carried away by them. They can form your life and that of others. Words have power to build or destroy, they can effect a reputation and impact relationships. Words have power, therefore be careful how you use them. 

Doeg, the person referred to as the ‘tongue’ was not wise in how he handled the information and words that he had. Maybe he did not consider the full ramification of the words he spoke as he told Saul about David’s whereabouts and the help David and his men had received. Through sharing this information Doeg caused the deaths of many - he murdered the priest Ahimelech then slaughtered his family, 85 priests and the entire city where they lived. The situation snowballed because Doeg was not considered in what he said or to whom he said it. As a result of sharing information with Saul Doeg became a mass murderer, and now has a reputation of being a deceitful, lying, destructive tongue. 

We do not know what the man was like before. He may have been a faithful, valiant warrior, a strong father and a loving friend, but all we know is of who he became because of what he communicated in this situation. We see a the murderous, deceitful, selfish man. There is nothing good that we see in Doeg's reputation due to what he said and then what he did. From his report to Saul his life descended into further destruction. I wonder if he considered the ramifications of sharing the news of David' whereabouts. 

Do not let your life become a result of the effects of the unwise things you say. It is easy to get excited when speaking and get carried away by what you say until you say too much or something hurtful. Words can cause destruction and chaos, but can equally bring comfort and joy.  It is your responsibility how you use them and with what intent, as once spoken the words cannot be erased from those who hear them. You can bring about a clever little quip, a little exaggeration, hoping for a laugh or to impress, but where does that end up? How about promising with good intention, but not delivering? Even trying to relate to someone can end up with over sharing information and can be damaging. Maybe for Doeg it started because he wanted to impress Saul or get noticed amongst the many soldiers, advisers and leaders that surrounded the king, and so with no other thought than ambition told him this news. Yet much pain, suffering and death ensued from Doeg’s report. 

During the Second World War there was a campaign that warned, ‘careless talk costs lives’, we can see from this account of Doeg how true that is. Words are powerful, they can build up or destroy, they can breathe life into situations or death, so be mindful how you use them. Be considered in how you speak and what you say. Do not be carefree and careless; your reputation and the wellbeing of others depends upon the words of your mouth. 

David, on the other hand, considers the way he communicates. In this psalm he is not ranting to his friends, or anyone else, but he is bringing his thoughts to God. He knows the power of waiting on God and depending on Him to make right the situation. He sees the sin and deceit, but he does not desire to have an argument or battle with Doeg. He is assured that God has seen what has occurred and is equally assured that, in time, God will deal with it. David is content to wait for the actions of God rather than pursue his own vengeance. David reminds himself that the sinful who purposefully act against God and speak against His people are not going to reign in life for long. One day, and not too far off, their plans will cease to succeed as God has a plan for His glory to be displayed. Those, like Doeg, who,‘would not make God his refuge’ and who ‘sought refuge in destruction’ will end up being broken, uprooted, and a source of laughter rather than fear. One day this power, respect and authority will be destroyed as they have no protection other than the destruction they have caused. Whereas those who continue to honour, obey and love God can ‘trust in the steadfast love of God forever and ever’. God’s love, character, goodness and longevity will never run out, it is available all day, every day, so rest and remain secure in that knowledge. In time, David was vindicated, he became king and ruled the nation of Israel well. This situation with Doeg just became a small part of the story of his life before that. I imagine that when David looked back at his life this instance was not one that featured largely in his memory. The same is true for you. The pain of today will not last for long. When people speak against you, their power and influence may last for a time but it cannot effect your identity or the promises of God in your life. Instead of holding concern for those things, bring them to God and allow Him to deal with it, and carry on living the life God has given you. One day, those who speak destruction over you will themselves be destroyed. Instead, you need to, 'trust in the steadfast love of God forever and ever'.

cleanse me from my sin!

 Psalm 51:1–19 (ESV):  

1  Have mercy on me, O God, 

according to your steadfast love; 

according to your abundant mercy 

blot out my transgressions. 

2  Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, 

and cleanse me from my sin! 

3  For I know my transgressions, 

and my sin is ever before me. 

4  Against you, you only, have I sinned 

and done what is evil in your sight, 

so that you may be justified in your words 

and blameless in your judgment. 

5  Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity, 

and in sin did my mother conceive me. 

6  Behold, you delight in truth in the inward being, 

and you teach me wisdom in the secret heart. 

7  Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; 

wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. 

8  Let me hear joy and gladness; 

let the bones that you have broken rejoice. 

9  Hide your face from my sins, 

and blot out all my iniquities. 

10  Create in me a clean heart, O God, 

and renew a right spirit within me. 

11  Cast me not away from your presence, 

and take not your Holy Spirit from me. 

12  Restore to me the joy of your salvation, 

and uphold me with a willing spirit. 

13  Then I will teach transgressors your ways, 

and sinners will return to you. 

14  Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, 

O God of my salvation, 

and my tongue will sing aloud of your righteousness. 

15  O Lord, open my lips, 

and my mouth will declare your praise. 

16  For you will not delight in sacrifice, or I would give it; 

you will not be pleased with a burnt offering. 

17  The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; 

a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. 

18  Do good to Zion in your good pleasure; 

build up the walls of Jerusalem; 

19  then will you delight in right sacrifices, 

in burnt offerings and whole burnt offerings; 

then bulls will be offered on your altar. 

This psalm is a heartfelt response to the recognition of sin. This is a great example of how each of us should respond when we get it wrong. Have you ever approached God like this, in humble acceptance and deep repentance for the things you have done? 

This psalm is written by David. It shows that he realised the depth of what he had done, that his wrongdoing had torn apart his relationship with God and that it was beyond his ability to repair it. David knew the only way to be restored was to humbly request that God deal with the source of sin and get rid of it from his life. David implores God to, 'blot out my iniquities.....create in me a clean heart....renew a right spirit....cast me not away......restore me.... uphold me.....deliver me from bloodguiltiness'. There's a lot there. When you repent of sin there's a process. First, you need to acknowledge what you have done wrong and desire to get rid of the sin. Then you need God's help to clean up your actions, change your mindset and behaviour. All the time desiring, not just that the sin and guilt goes away, but that the relationship between you and God is restored. 

Repentance involves total reliance on God. God is the only one that can take away sin, renew your spirit, transform your mind and repair the rift in the relationship that you have caused. It is all God. You just need to come before Him; recognise your wrongs and desire not to do it anymore. Tell God how you feel and ask for Him to give you another chance by cancelling out the sin and changing and developing your character. David shows the process to be free from the guilt and shame of sin. It starts with admission, a heartfelt desire to get rid of the inner turmoil. It involves giving over what you have done wrong and trusting God to deal with it rather than trying to get yourself out of trouble. Then it ends with forgiveness, cleanness of heart and restoration of relationship with God. This is how you should deal with sin in your life. God can restore you and forgive you. Are you letting yourself enjoy the beauty of forgiveness?

David's reason for writing this psalm was that he had just recognised the depth of sin that he had become embroiled in. He hadn't seen it before, but now he realises what he has done and he is ashamed of his actions. Not just in the transgression that started it, but the ongoing way in which he hand handled the original sin. What he had originally done wrong he tried to hide and so the sins snowballed. He started to sin in other ways to try to cover up the first thing he had done wrong. Have you ever done that?

David had been visited by Nathan the prophet who revealed to him his sin in his dealings with Bathsheba (2 Samuel 11). Nathan was told by God to confront the king and show him his sin in order to bring David to repentance (2 Samuel 12). Before Nathan came, David had not recognised nor repented of the sinful actions he had performed. It must have been terrifying for Nathan to have to confront this powerful king who had ruthlessly gone after what he wanted in this situation, who had been adulterous, deceptive and even plotted and murdered in order to prevent sin being revealed. One sin had led to another and another in this situation, as it often does for you and I. Sin snowballs and we can end up feeling stuck and like there is no way out. I wonder if that is how David felt. He needed Nathan to point out his errors, to show him the way he had sinned and to let David know that he can come back to God even though God is greatly displeased with him right now. It was a risky thing Nathan had to do - confront this king who had become so embroiled in sin that he had killed an innocent man. Yet David responds with heartfelt humility and repentance. He does not deny his wrong, downplay it or try to explain it away. Instead he understands the sin he has committed and responds as we all should - He cries to God for mercy. He accepts God’s unfailing love, God’s discipline, punishment and correction. David now sees and accept he has sinned and he admits that it is God who has been wronged by him (v4). He responds, not in anger towards Nathan or anyone else, but actually this challenge from Nathan has led David to finally outpour how he feels and to repent. David knew he had done wrong before, but he needed to be confronted with it in order to get before God about it and allow himself to be forgiven. It was as if he was waiting for the opportunity to confess and get right with God. He did not seem to be able to do it on his own, only as a result of being confronted by a man of God. Sometimes we get so caught up with sinful actions and wrong modes of thinking that we need someone else to point it out to us otherwise we remain stuck, unrepentant and unforgiven. How would you respond if someone confronts you about an issue of sin or wrongdoing?

David acknowledges his sin once it is pointed out, and he responds in prayer for God’s mercy. He knows that God still loves him (v1) and that he can still approach God and belong to Him (v14). Do you still know and accept these truths when you go awry? Would this be your response? Often I know people can get angry and upset when sin is pointed out. Remember the bravery of Nathan. Nathan had to confront the king not to pronounce judgement, but to allow repentance and forgiveness to be given. When someone points out sin in your life they do it for the same reason - to give you the opportunity to be free and to restore your relationship with God.

Take your example of how to respond from the psalm of David. Through this prayer of admittance and sorrowful repentance, David admits he has done wrong. He knows God loves him, he asks for the sin to be blotted out, and for God to cleanse him. He knows God’s character and asks for an inside out cleaning up (v7, ‘purge me’). David realises that he himself can do nothing to make the sin go away or to clean up his tendencies to sin, only God can. So, he asks God to do it. David knows it is not a matter of ‘just try harder’ - that doesn’t work. The sin needs to be removed from the heart, from the internal source that is within him. (V7-10). David knows the way to get back into right relationship with God is not through many sacrifices, trying to make up for sin by doing more holy acts or giving abundantly, but what God desires is, ‘a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart’. When you recognise your brokenness, your sinful nature and approach God asking for help, then you can know the powerful love and forgiveness of God. It is only when you acknowledge before God that you are broken beyond repair and accept that there is no way you can sort it on your own, that you can begin to know; restoration, forgiveness, peace, cleanliness and renewal. 

You can know the joy of sin being blotted out and purged from your innermost being because of Jesus. God has always desired that you be forgiven from sin, that is why Jesus took upon all the guilt, shame and sin of the world. He bore all sin as he died, and buried them in the grave so that you do not have to carry around the pain of them anymore, and so you can be made clean and right before God. You can approach God admitting your errors and sins and ask Him to cleanse and forgive you. You can be made right before God today as David was, as millions of others have been throughout the centuries. The same steadfast love and forgiveness is available to you if you follow David’s example. Approach God today with whatever needs to be made right, renewed or removed from your life. Then ask God to; ‘Create in me a clean heart, O God and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from your presence’. He will do it.