Persist in Prayer

 Psalm 28:1–9 (ESV):  

1  To you, O Lord, I call; 

my rock, be not deaf to me, 

lest, if you be silent to me, 

I become like those who go down to the pit. 

2  Hear the voice of my pleas for mercy, 

when I cry to you for help, 

when I lift up my hands 

toward your most holy sanctuary. 

3  Do not drag me off with the wicked, 

with the workers of evil, 

who speak peace with their neighbours 

while evil is in their hearts. 

4  Give to them according to their work 

and according to the evil of their deeds; 

give to them according to the work of their hands; 

render them their due reward. 

5  Because they do not regard the works of the Lord 

or the work of his hands, 

he will tear them down and build them up no more. 

6  Blessed be the Lord! 

For he has heard the voice of my pleas for mercy. 

7  The Lord is my strength and my shield; 

in him my heart trusts, and I am helped; 

my heart exults, 

and with my song I give thanks to him. 

8  The Lord is the strength of his people; 

he is the saving refuge of his anointed. 

9  Oh, save your people and bless your heritage! 

Be their shepherd and carry them forever. 

In this psalm David starts off quite frustrated as he is praying and has been praying repeatedly for some time, but it seems like God is deaf and silent. Have you ever felt like that? Unheard, or even ignored by God|? It is not uncommon to feel this way, and it is such a relief to read these words in David’s psalm - to know that others have a similar experience and have got through it. This psalm reminds me of the story of the persistent widow in the New Testament (Luke 18). She kept asking for the same thing until she got a different response. Jesus commended us through that parable to be incessant in prayer. David was, even when he was bored of asking the same thing, frustrated and felt unheard. Are you persistent in prayer? Continually praying and seeking God is hard work especially when God seems silent. David had to learn the hard lesson that God does certainly hear and is active, just not in his way or time frame. The same is true for you. Do you have the steadfastness to keep going?

It can feel frustrating and you can become desperate, despairing and despondent when prayers seem to go unanswered. Don’t forget to let God know that too - David does - he implores God not to be deaf or silent! That sounds a brazen way to speak to the Lord Almighty! Yet God doesn't tell him off for it, in fact David is known by God as, "a man after my own heart" (1 Samuel 13:14)! Clearly, God loves the honesty. It is a symbol of a great relationship when you can be truly open and honest with each other, keeping nothing hidden. That is how David is with God, and you can be too. 

Even when David is confused and annoyed, David still seeks relationship with God. Even when God is the one David is confused by and frustrated by! This is faith! David knew that God was worth talking to and pouring out his problems to even when God was not appearing to do anything or speak. David still knew God was the One who could change things and help. He did not give up, he persevered in prayer as he was more concerned about living a life without God which would enter into evil than God's apparent silence. I find it interesting that David is appealing to God to listen to and answer him as he is concerned that God’s continued silence will cause him to lose focus and go the way of the wicked. That is his concern, that God's lack of interaction with him will cause him to lose focus and sin. Have you ever thought of that for yourself? That when you pull away from God, put less time and effort into the relationship that you are more at risk of doing evil? David knows his weaknesses and is concerned that if God remains silent, it will become increasingly difficult to resist temptation. The further away God seems, the easier it is to do what you know is wrong. This is what David is concerned about. He knows himself pretty well and is aware of the triggers that could lead him into wickedness and the ‘pit’. Do you know your pitfalls? Are you aware of the things that tempt you to go wayward? Do you seek relationship with God even in the hard times because your desire is to maintain righteous and not stumble into sin?

Maybe the distance David feels is because of sin. He refers in verse 2 to lifting up his hands to God's sanctuary pleading for mercy and help. Maybe David had gone wrong and he realised that this distance between him and God was because of his own wrongdoing. How can a pure, holy God get near those who are sinful and guilty? David knew this was the case and so pleads for mercy, forgiveness and help. David wanted to be made right before God and knew he could not do it by himself, the same is true for you. Thankfully God knew this was a problem and so has sent Jesus as a sacrifice for all sin, so you can be made right before God, you still need to ask for forgiveness though. When you go wrong, do you? Or do you just assume you're forgiven? It is right to repent and to mourn your wayward tendencies. It is right for you to plead for forgiveness and mercy as David did. You will receive it because Jesus has already paid the price for it, all you need to do is admit it and ask. 

Next David reminds himself that the wicked don’t actually prosper, not long-term anyway. He knows that God will, ‘tear them down and build them up no more’. It is obvious that God’s way is the better way. Yet it is hard to live knowing that sometimes as other options seem inviting. The attraction of not going God's way can blind you sometimes to the truth that the way of the wicked always ends in a pit. This is true whether you're feeling close to God or not. You need to remind yourself, as David did, of the reality that living life like the wicked will lead you away from God, His blessings, salvation, sanctuary, safety and reward. However you choose to live, God will, ‘render them their due reward’. What reward are you living to receive? Are you looking forward to receiving your reward as someone who lives for God or will you be receiving the 'reward'  of the wicked? Evil ways, deception, wayward living, physical gratification all may seem pleasant and desirable in the immediate, but the long-term effects are the pit and a tearing down. What can you expect to receive? 

David concludes at the end of this psalm that the way of the Lord is the way to go. Although it is tough, lonely, sacrificial and painful at times, at least your reward is with God. He can give you salvation, strength and rescue, blessing, hope and refuge. Whereas the promise for those going in a different direction is that God, ‘will tear them down and build them up no more’. This means that perseverance is required. Relationship with God needs to be sought and worked at, prayer needs to be persistent and the direction of your life needs to be set. God will not always seem close and you may not always hear or see Him acting, what are you going to do then? Are you going to still be seeking, praying and walking in the way He has set for you? 

Keep choosing the way of the Lord, and the long-term benefits will follow. Praise God for the promises he has over your life, for your eternity and your salvation, and keep honouring and living for Him, persist in prayer and you will know His blessings!

Are you a hearer or a doer?

As we start our reflection today, I am just going to recap some of the things James has covered so far in the first part of his letter;

• Withstanding the trials and temptations of life help you develop steadfastness. 
• As you grow in steadfastness you demonstrate your love for God and are on your way to gaining the crown of life. 
• There are things you need to watch out for that can overwhelm you and get you off track causing you not to show or live in the goodness of God. 
• Anger is not holy.
• Communication is an important way in which you can show the righteous life you have as a child of God. 

These points seem simple and logical, yet it does not seem so simple implementing them into everyday life does it? I struggle with it, especially that last one - being more considered in how I communicate. That is a constant effort and I know don’t live up to the standard of righteousness in each conversation. How are you doing? Have you made progress as you have been pondering this letter of James? It is ok if you find it hard, but are you endeavouring to lead a more righteous life?

James 1:22-25;

be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. *23*For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man who looks intently at his natural face in a mirror. *24*For he looks at himself and goes away and at once forgets what he was like. *25*But the one who looks into the perfect law, the law of liberty, and perseveres, being no hearer who forgets but a doer who acts, he will be blessed in his doing. 

The things God has been teaching you, have you put them into practice? Or have you just looked at it, heard it and walked away? That is what James is challenging us within these verses. If you know that God has been pinpointing a certain behaviour, mindset or sin, and you realise that you haven’t got something quite in line with God’s expectations, then you need to sort it out. Not eventually, not when it is convenient, at a different time in life, but now. Otherwise you’re like someone who forgets what they look like. You are like someone who has gained insight into who they are and then just walked away. There’s no point reading and studying the Bible, praying, or going to church if you are not implementing what you reading, hearing and seeing. If you ignore what God and others are teaching you then you are ‘deceiving yourselves’, forgetting who you are. Faith in God requires action. Some people read the Bible diligently, study and investigate scripture, turn up to events and prayer meetings but remain completely unchanged. Why? Because they have no interest in putting it into practice, maybe because they are comfortable or it is too much like hard work. Don’t be one of those. They have forgotten what they look like. They don't know who they are or who they could be. God wants more for you and from you.

If someone reads the Bible, prays and carries on as they are without any change, it is like someone reading a car manual. It is pointless doing so unless you’re going to do what the manual says. It would be a waste of time and certainly won’t help the smooth running of the car. Ignoring the advice within the manual would be ignorant and could cause long-term damage. The same is true for how you handle the Bible. If you ignore what it says, don't implement the advice and instructions given then you are not living the best life you can, and that can cause long-term damage. 

These verses tell us the Bible is, ‘the perfect law, the law of liberty’. So, if you ignore it you are desiring imperfection and restriction in your life. Whereas if you challenge yourself to do as the Word of God says you will be following the perfect law and learning to live in freedom. Not only that, but the promise is that you ‘will be blessed’ by persevering and putting into practice what God is teaching you. If you seek to live a righteous, God-honouring life, it requires action. Being a follower of Jesus requires you to, 'be doers of the word, and not hearers only'. 

The Bible is alive!

‘the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart. *13*And no creature is hidden from his sight, but all are naked and exposed to the eyes of him to whom we must give account.’ 
Hebrews 4:12–13.

The Word of God is ‘living and active’ - what does that mean to you, and does it effect the way you approach the Bible?

The fact is that the very words you read within the Bible are alive. They are the active words of God; The printed out words that we see on a page, or glowing from a screen, are actually alive, they have breath in them. That seems strange, doesn’t it?
The fact that these words are ‘living and active’ shows me that they are; constantly applicable, relevant, able to bring life, change, challenge and a new perspective. These words can; inspire, direct, convict, comfort and grow new life in you. Isn’t that incredibly powerful?!

Not all printed words have life, only the words of scripture do because they are the very words of God himself. God who is living and active right now has given us His living and active revelation throughout the Bible.
What a privilege it is then to be able to hold these words  in our hands, to have access to these God-breathed utterances and read them! Do you feel the privilege and weight of what you are accessing when you read God’s words?
These words can actually breathe life into your life, they can bring refreshment, comfort, restoration, conviction. In short, these words can alter your life - and you have free and easy access to this.

I think, really, the Bible should come with a warning. Something like, ‘open at your peril, are you prepared for your life to change?’!
The Bible is a living work. It contains God’s words, which we all know are powerful - I mean, they separated the light from darkness, created the world, speak life and death, bring healing, separate seas, transform minds, I could go on…. And you can find out for yourself many more incredible things God’s word achieves when you read it.
Bearing this in mind - when you are reading your Bible; are you prepared?
Are you prepared to meet Jesus?
To hear from God?
Be convicted by the Holy Spirit?

God’s words have the propensity to change you. They can pierce your heart and mind and interpret your innermost thoughts and intentions, and no matter your excuses -  your true nature will be revealed. As you read God’s words, it’s like you are laid bare before Him. Nothing hidden. All of your; bumps, bruises, wounds, pain, comfort, passions, lies, responsibilities, strengths, sins and weaknesses are laid open. Completely exposed.
Does that scare you?
In some ways it should - if you have something you want to hide, then yes, be aware that the living and active word of God will highlight it - He is good at separating light and darkness! But in the most part being exposed before God shouldn’t scare you. God is a loving, nurturing Father. He wants to heal your wounds and diseases, to remove the pain and discomfort, to revel in your passions and your strengths. He wants to be your strength in your weakness, to be with you in the difficulties and reveal truth in your life.

So, next time you take hold of this living word in your hands - take a moment to prepare yourself.
Beware when you open your Bible - there’s no hiding from God when you do, He is ready to talk to you and He’s ready to; transform, challenge, renew, energise and cleanse you - are you prepared for that?

Can you hear?

I ask this as I am hopefully coming to the end of a bit of ear trouble - some discomfort and reduced hearing - but don’t worry folks i think it’s all clearing up!

This has caused me to think about our hearing and our spiritual ears, and leads me to ask - how well are you hearing God? 

Many people talk to God, ask God, thank God, grumble to God, but how many of us are hearing God too? An important part of prayer is listening, an important part of the Christian life is to understand what God wishes us to do in different circumstances - how can we do that unless we spend time discovering what it is God is saying? We can listen to God’s voice in different ways; prayer, reading the Bible, listening to preaching, obeying the Spirit (sometimes the internal prompt that nudges is to/not to do something), advice from wise, Godly people, prophecy. There are a multitude of ways we can hear God, sometimes the channels between God speaking and us hearing can get blocked - just like my actual ears got blocked, mine were blocked with wax (gross!), it could of been an infection, or even a physical blockage. Just like with our physical ears, our spiritual ears can get infected, waxy and blocked. 

Just like ear wax is meant to protect our ears, too much of a good thing can be bad for you (like in my case!). There are also spiritual routines and behaviours that are good for us like Bible Reading, prayer, giving, but they can get in the way of your relationship with God. By this I mean that although they are healthy practices, they can become mundane and ritualistic, for example; going to church because it’s a Sunday, giving 10% of your income because that’s what is advised to do and not questioning or valuing the purpose of those things. Why do you go to church? Is it a Sunday ritual or because you want to hear from God? Invest in His people? Be a part of the Earth’s version of the kingdom of God? How about, why do you give? Do you give generously? Do you give with purpose? 

I think the overall question about all of the routines and practices of the Christian life is; Do these practices actually change you? Do you approach these services with an open heart and mind that allows God to intervene? Are you open to letting God do something different? Are you ready to be challenged and changed when you go to church? Give? Read? Pray? 

Do you actively listen to what God says during these times and act on it? Or do you feel that because you’ve had half an hour of ‘God-time’ today that you’ve done your bit, you’ve checked that job off the list? 

These aspects of being a Christian are not an essential to do list, they are good for you, but are you allowing the natural Christian practices become a barrier to hearing from God by just doing them as if they are a chore? They are a privilege of being in God’s family. The fact that we can have God’s very words at our fingertips through Bible apps and iTunes means we have easy access, but are your heart and mind in it? Are you prepared to hear? 

Sometimes our ears get infected, it can start as a little boggle and then before you know it - full blown infections with all the funk and discomfort that it brings. Sometimes our spiritual ears can become infected too.this can happen if we are hearing things we shouldn’t. 

Are you exposing yourself to things you know you shouldn’t? Whether it be; an obsession, addiction, problem, habit or even just a preference. Sometimes I like to watch TV series, and I can quite like it and get into it and perhaps it gets a bit violent or risky, but I’ve got into it and become fond of the characters so it’s easy to keep watching because I want to find it what goes on next, then I can end up thinking “I hope ..... doesn’t walk in whilst I’m watching this”. That’s the danger zone. If you don’t want others to see what you’re doing then maybe you’re doing something that’s infecting you. I have stopped watching things and even stopped listening to some kinds of music because now the lyrics make me feel a bit uncomfortable even though I quite like the style of the song. It’s not that it would have the same effect on everyone, but in your heart and mind it does not feel quite right, and if it’s not right for you, don’t do it. Take a few minutes to assess what you’re listening to, is there something you know God has been encouraging you to get out of? 

If your ears are infected with things you know you shouldn’t be hearing then you are allowing those things to crowd out the voice of God. Your ability to hear His voice will weaken. 

Another way we can have our hearing impaired is a physical blockage like a foreign object in your ears. Something that has blocked your ability to hear through being a physical obstacle. Spiritually, this could be that extreme circumstances have impaired your connection with God. It could be that you’re overrun by the emotions of; a disaster, changed circumstances, bereavement, marriage, family, job situation, wealth, poverty or many other reasons. 

When our circumstances change, we change then our priorities can shift and we respond out of any number of emotions. We can focus on the immediate and whatever is facing us in those moments, we can be mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted by situations and can feel overrun and overwhelmed. We can naturally lean on our own resources rather that courageously leaning only into God’s. I think we do this because we know what little we can do - at least we know, we can control our own input, yet when we give it to God - who knows what He can do or will do?! It’s a frightening place to be. We can react out of impulse, we become confused and weary. What’s the answer? Well, sometimes we have to get our heads down and get through it, it will be difficult but it will reform your character, always we should trust God. We should humbly let him know how we are doing and decide to trust Him to do what needs to be done, even if your circumstances get worse, it’ll be for your better because that’s what God promises - He always works for the good of those who love Him, we just don’t always know or see what’s good for us especially in the long run. So, don’t let your circumstances carry you away emotionally, don’t put the obstacle in the way of you and God. He’s still there whether you hear Him or not, lean in and trust. Talk and pray. 

So, how do you feel now you e had a little hearing check? Are your ears blocked? Or are things becoming clearer? Maybe you need the help of others to help you (just like I did). 

Keep your hearing healthy - keep your channels clear, clear our the junk and always trust God.