"This I know, that God is for me."

 Psalm 56:1–13 (ESV):  

1  Be gracious to me, O God, for man tramples on me; 

all day long an attacker oppresses me; 

2  my enemies trample on me all day long, 

for many attack me proudly. 

3  When I am afraid, 

I put my trust in you. 

4  In God, whose word I praise, 

in God I trust; I shall not be afraid. 

What can flesh do to me? 

5  All day long they injure my cause; 

all their thoughts are against me for evil. 

6  They stir up strife, they lurk; 

they watch my steps, 

as they have waited for my life. 

7  For their crime will they escape? 

In wrath cast down the peoples, O God! 

8  You have kept count of my tossings; 

put my tears in your bottle. 

Are they not in your book? 

9  Then my enemies will turn back 

in the day when I call. 

This I know, that God is for me. 

10  In God, whose word I praise, 

in the Lord, whose word I praise, 

11  in God I trust; I shall not be afraid. 

What can man do to me? 

12  I must perform my vows to you, O God; 

I will render thank offerings to you. 

13  For you have delivered my soul from death, 

yes, my feet from falling, 

that I may walk before God 

in the light of life. 

Even though David is undergoing strife, he still has hope and confidence. He is oppressed and attacked, yet this is not the focus of this psalm, why is that?

This I know, that God is for me.

Wow! This is what David says even when life is troubled and terrifying, when things are not going his way and he doesn’t like it, David still is assured that God supports him! What is your response when you are battling and afraid? When things are not going your way? Do you, as David did, ‘put my trust’ in God because you are assured of His love and support? Or do you have one of the common responses of; fight, flight or freeze? We are taught, aren’t we, that these are the three responses of the primitive brain to danger; fight, flight or freeze. Yet David seems to have come up with a fourth! An alternative reaction to the dilemmas that you face - know that God is for you. In the midst of trouble David assures himself of this. He doesn’t let his primitive brain get in control, instead he focuses on what he knows is real and true - God is for him. If you are living your life following God, then you too can repeat David’s words and say, ’This I know, that God is for me.’ It may not look like it, or feel like it but this is the truth. You may feel frightened, oppressed, forgotten, hurt, yet the truth still is that God is for you. It doesn't change just because life gets hard or scary.

‘When I am afraid, I put my trust in you.’ 

Do you do that? In a time of difficulty and trouble where do you turn? Where do you get your confidence and solutions from when there is a dilemma? There’s only one response that can give you the best outcome, and that is turning to God and relying on Him to sort out the issue. Anything else may release endorphins or stress, make you feel better for a moment, but nothing else can produce a powerful, long-term solution. Only God can be depended upon to bring out the best of a bad situation, do you stick with Him when life gets tough?

David has discovered through his life that God has always been constant. God has provided for and sustained him, and so he is sure that God will now too. Just because life gets difficult, doesn’t mean that God has disappeared or doesn’t care any more or that his favour has run out. Sometimes we can mistakenly believe this of God because we know what we are like as humans! Yet God is constant. He has always provided for and sustained you, so you can be assured of His continued favour, strength, love and care even in the times of attack and oppression. Therefore, learn to, ‘when I am afraid, I trust in you’ and remind yourself, ‘that God is for me’. These are the keys to knowing peace in turmoil, assurance in persecution and love through trials. David discovered it, and he shares his secret with you today. When you set your mind to trust in God, He has a way through every situation, will you trust in Him?

"This I know, that God is for me."

Fear and Faith

Psalm 27:1–14 (ESV):  

1  The Lord is my light and my salvation; 

whom shall I fear? 

The Lord is the stronghold of my life; 

of whom shall I be afraid? 

2  When evildoers assail me 

to eat up my flesh, 

my adversaries and foes, 

it is they who stumble and fall. 

3  Though an army encamp against me, 

my heart shall not fear; 

though war arise against me, 

yet I will be confident. 

4  One thing have I asked of the Lord, 

that will I seek after: 

that I may dwell in the house of the Lord 

all the days of my life, 

to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord 

and to inquire in his temple. 

5  For he will hide me in his shelter 

in the day of trouble; 

he will conceal me under the cover of his tent; 

he will lift me high upon a rock. 

6  And now my head shall be lifted up 

above my enemies all around me, 

and I will offer in his tent 

sacrifices with shouts of joy; 

I will sing and make melody to the Lord. 

7  Hear, O Lord, when I cry aloud; 

be gracious to me and answer me! 

8  You have said, “Seek my face.” 

My heart says to you, 

“Your face, Lord, do I seek.” 

9  Hide not your face from me. 

Turn not your servant away in anger, 

O you who have been my help. 

Cast me not off; forsake me not, 

O God of my salvation! 

10  For my father and my mother have forsaken me, 

but the Lord will take me in. 

11  Teach me your way, O Lord, 

and lead me on a level path 

because of my enemies. 

12  Give me not up to the will of my adversaries; 

for false witnesses have risen against me, 

and they breathe out violence. 

13  I believe that I shall look upon the goodness of the Lord 

in the land of the living! 

14  Wait for the Lord; 

be strong, and let your heart take courage; 

wait for the Lord! 

What scares you? 

Being persecuted, involved in war, loneliness, rejection, death, other people, God? It is natural to be afraid sometimes, there are some scary things you can come across in life. Did you know though, that you can be afraid and confident at the same time? David was. 

In this psalm David shows his confidence that God looks after those who ’seek’ Him. He is certain that in the big battles of life God is working things out. Yet David is also scared. He is afraid that God may ‘forsake’ him. Maybe he had recently messed up when he wrote this psalm and realised he’d done things his own way instead of God’s, so felt that he no longer deserves God’s divine protection. Or maybe he had become absorbed by the everyday difficulties that seem to take over and became so overwhelmed that God seemed distant. I don’t know, but we can all get like that can't we? Sure of God but less sure of ourselves or the circumstances we find ourselves in. It is natural to feel like that, David did too. He had confidence in God’s long-term plan, but felt fear in his present predicament. One of the wonderful things this shows us is that you can still trust in God and be afraid. These things are not opposites and it doesn’t mean you have lost faith or become disobedient if you get scared. You may have become; disorientated, overwhelmed, shocked, disappointed, or become stretched as you enter into a new unknown circumstance. None of these things make you a bad christian or should lead you to question if you really have faith. You have faith but are also afraid. Moses, David, Ananias, and most of humanity since the beginning of time, have suffered the same type of conundrum. Faith and fear can co-exist, and dare I say it, maybe they should co-exist. If you are not scared, are you really walking a life of faith? God often challenges and stretches His people, and they can be persecuted and suffer, it is ok to be scared about these things. Yet do not lose your confidence in God. 

This psalm reminds me of the New Testament story of the man asking Jesus for healing for his child. He tells Jesus, “Lord, I believe, help my unbelief!” (Mark 9:24).  Don’t you feel like that sometimes? Both David and this man recognise the truth of who God is, yet they in their humility recognise that fear and doubt creep in. I am sure that is true for you too. It is nothing to be ashamed of, you can admit it and, as both these men did, ask God for help!

The beginning of this psalm is a reminder of what you should be focussing on. Not on problems, worries or fears, but on who God is. You can have confidence in Him because he provides you with; guidance, salvation, strength, protection, support, deliverance, presence, shelter and promises (v1-6). Whatever it is you need, God can give it to you - are you looking to Him for it? 

When you pray about the things that scare you do you first remind yourself of the truth of who God is? David starts there. He remembers that God is his stronghold and salvation before he begins to 'cry' to Him. Even his 'cry' seems like worship, as David is imploring God for help, he is recalling God's salvation and goodness. Is this how you pray? Just because you may be in need in an area of your life it does not been that God has overlooked, forgotten or ignored it. You need to be pressing in as David did. Keep seeking God's face, keep praying, keep trusting, keep reminding yourself of the character of God and be open to change. Do you ask God as David did, to teach you and lead you through?

Once you have acknowledged the truth of who God is and admitted your fears, ask God to teach you and help you, then ‘wait for the Lord’. You can keep asking and keep trusting, but you also have to wait! With time, experience and understanding you will find out that when you walk your life with God there are less things to be scared of. 

‘Be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord’

Do you know God's presence?

At the beginning of Chapter 5 of Daniel we meet a different king of Babylon, Belshazzar. He is the last king of Babylon and is having a massive party, getting carried away, and he has begun to drink from the vessels from the jewish temple when this happens;

'5*Immediately the fingers of a human hand appeared and wrote on the plaster of the wall of the king’s palace, opposite the lampstand. And the king saw the hand as it wrote. *6*Then the king’s colour changed, and his thoughts alarmed him; his limbs gave way, and his knees knocked together. *7* The king called loudly to bring in the enchanters, the Chaldeans, and the astrologers. 

Daniel 5:5–7.

That is rather scary, right?! 

A floating, disembodied hand, writing on the wall right in the midst of this raucous celebration. King Belshazzar may have considered that he was seeing things, or maybe that he had drunk too much…..but clearly it was no magic trick, no figment of the imagination - It was so real that he could not explain away what he saw as his whole body responded in shock; Trembling, falling, looking as if he would faint. What a change from the pompous, proud, partying king that was lavishly celebrating and cavorting with those present! From the centre of celebration, the host is transformed into a quivering wreck. 

What a change this brought upon the celebration too. Suddenly all the fun and feasting disappears in a moment and horror has been exchanged for enjoyment. I wonder what the other people present must have thought as they saw the ghostly shock of the king, and heard his terrified cries for help. To see the king suddenly in this state would have been disturbing and require urgent action. Such an out of character response as an unknown terror had struck the king’s heart and mind. Something had to be done, but there was no-one present that could help relieve Belshazzar’s troubled mind. They might have offered comforting words, attempted to placate him, or offer him another drink, but no-one there could solve the puzzle of the writing or soothe the fright. So, the king rightly acknowledges that he needs outside help. There’s no-one in his immediate sphere, even though there are over a thousand people present, who can help resolve this matter, and he knows that he will not feel alright until this mystery is solved.

It is probably quite difficult for us to imagine being in the same situation - I do not expect many or any of us to see a floating hand writing on the wall. God clearly did this to get Belshazzar's attention. It may extreme, but it was necessary as God knows that Belshazzar would need conclusive evidence that there is another world outside the one he had built. A kingdom that is higher and capable of impossible things like a disembodied hand writing on the wall.

So, my question for you today is; are you aware of God's presence? or does God have to perform extreme things for you to see Him?

God does and will perform signs, wonders and miracles - are you seeing them? Do you expect them? Or are you someone that explains things away in your own mind so that they do not seem supernatural, but natural consequences? Are you waiting for your own writing on the wall experience in order to truly believe?

Step up

*8*Mordecai also gave him a copy of the written decree issued in Susa for their destruction, that he might show it to Esther and explain it to her and command her to go to the king to beg his favor and plead with him on behalf of her people. *9*And Hathach went and told Esther what Mordecai had said. *10*Then Esther spoke to Hathach and commanded him to go to Mordecai and say, *11*“All the king’s servants and the people of the king’s provinces know that if any man or woman goes to the king inside the inner court without being called, there is but one law—to be put to death, except the one to whom the king holds out the golden scepter so that he may live. But as for me, I have not been called to come in to the king these thirty days.”
*12*And they told Mordecai what Esther had said. *13*Then Mordecai told them to reply to Esther, “Do not think to yourself that in the king’s palace you will escape any more than all the other Jews. *14*For if you keep silent at this time, relief and deliverance will rise for the Jews from another place, but you and your father’s house will perish. And who knows whether you have not come to the kingdom for such a time as this?” *15*Then Esther told them to reply to Mordecai, *16*“Go, gather all the Jews to be found in Susa, and hold a fast on my behalf, and do not eat or drink for three days, night or day. I and my young women will also fast as you do. Then I will go to the king, though it is against the law, and if I perish, I perish.” *17*Mordecai then went away and did everything as Esther had ordered him.
Esther 4:8–17.

One thing that strikes me as I read these verses is the intensity and beauty of the relationship between Mordecai and Esther. Eventhough here all they seem to do is command and order each other, underpinning these instructions is a mutual love, respect and honour. We can know this as neither of them become annoyed or offended by what the other says. Plus, in all reality as their conversation was held with a third person interpreting their words, it is likely the conversation was not as brief as recorded here. Esther and Mordecai show a mutual trust and understanding of one another, and both are mutually submissive.They listen to and undertake the commands of one another, isn't that beautiful? They implicitly trust each other, and have great love and respect between them. Esther is even willing to obey Mordecai if it cost her very life. Can you imagine loving someone that much? She becomes prepared to exchange her life for that of Mordecai and the rest of her people.

In the New Testament of the Bible, Jesus says, ‘Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends’ (John 15:13).

Esther is carrying this very mortifying challenge in her life at this point. How much does she love her life versus how much does she love her; nation, friends and family? She carries the weight of responsibility for what she needs to do that may well lead to her death. She, scarily still takes up the cause of the Jews even though the reality is, as she has seen and heard before, she could be brutally murdered.
Incredibly, she does not plan an escape, but takes not the responsibility for her people rather than caring for herself. Then, she, like Jesus, puts the outcome into God’s almighty hands. Jesus went to Gethsemane with his disciples to pray, Esther went into the palace with her ‘young women’, also to pray. Can you imagine the sorrow, the laments, the distress of that time? Can you even begin to understand the devastation and impending doom of your life ending? Those moments between prayers, decision and action must of been fraught with worry, tears, heartache and even preparation for death. Not many of us have to live with that as a reality. Esther did, and just as she was prepared to give her life in the hopes that others may be saved, Jesus did the same. No doubt both were filled with anguish and despair, yet they did not allow their own feelings get in the way of the responsibility they were to take.

Esther stepped up to save a people group, she put aside her own fears and worries, the consequences to herself she outnumbered by the consequences to that of the people she was a part of. Her decision to act for others could have led to her death. Yet, she still made it. She knew it was right. Now, not many of us will have to make decisions that will result in our death in order for others to have life, but don’t we in comparison, find the small things difficult to do? Even when our life is not threatened, aren’t we still scared to stand up for what is right? Aren’t we still scared to help the outcast? Tell people about our faith? Fight for what we know is wrong? Speak out against the trends of the world?

If we are so scared when our life doesn’t depend on it, how would we react if it does?

Esther stepped up to save a people group, Jesus stepped up to save the world, what are you going to step up for?