Riches, power and wealth

 Psalm 62:1–12 (ESV):  

1  For God alone my soul waits in silence; 

from him comes my salvation. 

2  He alone is my rock and my salvation, 

my fortress; I shall not be greatly shaken. 

3  How long will all of you attack a man 

to batter him, 

like a leaning wall, a tottering fence? 

4  They only plan to thrust him down from his high position. 

They take pleasure in falsehood. 

They bless with their mouths, 

but inwardly they curse. Selah 

5  For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence, 

for my hope is from him. 

6  He only is my rock and my salvation, 

my fortress; I shall not be shaken. 

7  On God rests my salvation and my glory; 

my mighty rock, my refuge is God. 

8  Trust in him at all times, O people; 

pour out your heart before him; 

God is a refuge for us. Selah 

9  Those of low estate are but a breath; 

those of high estate are a delusion; 

in the balances they go up; 

they are together lighter than a breath. 

10  Put no trust in extortion; 

set no vain hopes on robbery; 

if riches increase, set not your heart on them. 

11  Once God has spoken; 

twice have I heard this: 

that power belongs to God, 

12  and that to you, O Lord, belongs steadfast love. 

For you will render to a man 

according to his work. 

How often do you silently wait?

David says, ‘For God alone my soul waits in silence’. When waiting, most people; complain, sigh, drum their fingers, stomp, groan or mutter, which increases their frustration. David, however, waits silently. Peacefully and patiently standing by for God to answer. How often do you do that - sit in the discomfort of waiting? I imagine it is more likely that most of us rush off to find solutions, sometimes even with the attitude of - “well, I prayed about it, God didn’t answer so I did x, y and z”. This leads to frustration, a decline in faith, and stress. If you learnt to wait for God, I wonder what answers you would get and I wonder what you would learn in the uncomfortable silence. David learnt to allow his soul to be at peace whilst he waited for he realised that, ‘from him comes my salvation’. When you ask God things, do you wait long enough and quietly enough for God to bring you answers and salvation? 

‘’I shall not be greatly shaken’

Is this your testimony? Do the events of life, changes of circumstance greatly shake you? There is a difference between being shaken and greatly shaken. Being shaken is like being shocked, feeling off-guard, seeing the twist in the story and not being ready for it. Greatly shaken is like feeling like your whole world is falling apart. We can all get shaken, surprising and shocking things happen, how do they effect you? If you believe and trust in God, then the things of llifeg may shale you but you shouldn't become greatly shaken. If you do, consider what foundations your life is built upon. Are you trusting fully in God, or is there something else that you lean and rely on; family, money, job, position, health? These things are like ‘a tottering fence’, it doesn’t take much for them to let you down. Yet God is your rock, salvation and your fortress, so look to and depend upon Him, then you cannot be greatly shaken. A storm may come, the fence will fall, but a rock remains firm. 

‘If riches increase, set not your heart upon them’

When money comes, it is easy to get distracted. Jesus himself tells us, “it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the Kingdom of God!" (Mathew 19:24). An increase in money can easily become something that is relied upon. The world functions through money; you need it to buy; food, clothes, pay rent, bills, even fun and entertainment. So it is not easy to stop money having influence over your heart and mind, as you need it to function in this world. Times of blessing and abundance can breed danger for if you end up feeling happy and secure by having wealth, be careful that you haven't taken your mind and eyes off the One who has provided it. Money is fickle and will let you down, even if you feel like you have much. Instead put what you have in right perspective - just consider what you have in comparison to the riches of God! Your plenty is worth less than pennies to God, so look to Him, set your heart upon Him. Money is a resource, not a life source. So use it but do not allow your life to be built around it. God is the source of all things. So base your life, heart and mind on Him for money comes and money goes (just look at your bank account!). Yet God is stable and steadfast. 

'power belongs to God’

Do not waste your time, money or effort trying to gain influence or power, for the source of these things is God. If you want to know what power looks like - look at Him. Consider His power, and the way He uses it. God’s power sustains and loves His creation. Power exists in order to take care of and nurture what God has made - this was God’s mandate for man in the beginning that as humans we should take care of the Earth, this is the responsibility he gave humanity. So whatever power you have, consider, what do you use it for? Are you intentionally using whatever influence and power you have to take responsibility for loving God and His creation? If you are a follower of God, you have responsibility to look after God’s interests. Therefore any power, role or responsibility you are given on Earth, be mindful of how you use it. ‘Power belongs to God’, so ensure that the influence you have is subjected to Him first, and use it as He sees fit. Power is not to be used for selfish gain or vain motives, but all power belongs to God. Therefore if you have been entrusted with some, ensure you honour God with how you use it. For God can give power and He can take it away. It belongs to Him, not you, you haven’t earned it, you don’t deserve it, and you may increase or decrease in it as you go through life for it belongs to God, therefore be a careful guardian of the influence you have. whilst you have it.

In this psalm there are some strong challenges to how you live life, how you use and respond to events, blessings, power and authority. Is all of it submitted to God? Do you, like David, trust in God alone?

Pray, wait and share

 Psalm 40:1–17 (ESV):  

1  I waited patiently for the Lord; 

he inclined to me and heard my cry. 

2  He drew me up from the pit of destruction, 

out of the miry bog, 

and set my feet upon a rock, 

making my steps secure. 

3  He put a new song in my mouth, 

a song of praise to our God. 

Many will see and fear, 

and put their trust in the Lord. 

4  Blessed is the man who makes 

the Lord his trust, 

who does not turn to the proud, 

to those who go astray after a lie! 

5  You have multiplied, O Lord my God, 

your wondrous deeds and your thoughts toward us; 

none can compare with you! 

I will proclaim and tell of them, 

yet they are more than can be told. 

6  In sacrifice and offering you have not delighted, 

but you have given me an open ear. 

Burnt offering and sin offering 

you have not required. 

7  Then I said, “Behold, I have come; 

in the scroll of the book it is written of me: 

8  I delight to do your will, O my God; 

your law is within my heart.” 

9  I have told the glad news of deliverance 

in the great congregation; 

behold, I have not restrained my lips, 

as you know, O Lord. 

10  I have not hidden your deliverance within my heart; 

I have spoken of your faithfulness and your salvation; 

I have not concealed your steadfast love and your faithfulness 

from the great congregation. 

11  As for you, O Lord, you will not restrain 

your mercy from me; 

your steadfast love and your faithfulness will 

ever preserve me! 

12  For evils have encompassed me 

beyond number; 

my iniquities have overtaken me, 

and I cannot see; 

they are more than the hairs of my head; 

my heart fails me. 

13  Be pleased, O Lord, to deliver me! 

O Lord, make haste to help me! 

14  Let those be put to shame and disappointed altogether 

who seek to snatch away my life; 

let those be turned back and brought to dishonour 

who delight in my hurt! 

15  Let those be appalled because of their shame 

who say to me, “Aha, Aha!” 

16  But may all who seek you 

rejoice and be glad in you; 

may those who love your salvation 

say continually, “Great is the Lord!” 

17  As for me, I am poor and needy, 

but the Lord takes thought for me. 

You are my help and my deliverer; 

do not delay, O my God! 

When you wait for God to act, He will, and He will give you everything you need. 

David tells us that in his plight he prayed to God, telling Him about the suffering and pain he was experiencing, and God came through. Not just once, but every time. However, each time David had to wait ‘patiently’. When you're in need of God's assistance, do you wait patiently for God to act? Or do you pray, and then try to resolve things yourself? This is fine if God has given you inspiration in how to resolve the issue, otherwise you are preventing God from resolving things and taking the responsibility into your own hands. David tells us that his responsibility was to talk to God, then wait patiently. This is your responsibility too. Yet we can too often do the first bit of praying, but not do the essential second part which is wait! You are not God, therefore you cannot and should not be trying to fix every issue or solve every problem, what you should be doing is what David had learnt - pray and wait. For he declares that, 'I waited patiently for the Lord; he inclined to me and heard my cry.' If you want a testimony like that then you need to do the same.

Look at what David experienced. When he had learnt to pray and wait; painfully, enduringly, waiting. He saw that God; turned to him, listened, rescued him and brought him into a safe place, sent him in a new direction and gave David a reason to worship. When you wait on God, really wait, even when it hurts, you can experience this too. Do you want to be listened to, rescued and restored, given new hope and a heart full of gratitude? Then talk to God about what is going on, then wait. Keep praying and waiting, for however long it takes for the situation to dramatically reform then you will have reasons to worship. God will give you have testimonies to share of His goodness so that, 'Many will see and fear, and put their trust in the Lord.' Once God has helped you through a trying time in your life, what do you do? Do you thank Him? Give Him gratitude and tell others of God's goodness? 

David declares that, 'I have not hidden your deliverance within my heart; I have spoken of your faithfulness and your salvation; I have not concealed your steadfast love and your faithfulness from the great congregation.' When you have been praying for something to happen and it does, do you tell others about it? Overcoming life's obstacles; being preserved, restored, forgiven, saved, heard by God, given direction security and reassurance are all great testimonies that should be shared. These circumstances demonstrate God's steadfast love, His faithfulness, salvation, kindness and power and so your stories should be shared. You should not hide the stories of deliverance and breakthrough, 'within my heart', but rather they need to be shared in, 'the great congregation. Give God the public glory. It will encourage and inspire others, give hope and show the power, might and love of God. Your story could allow others to, 'put their trust in God'. What a marvellous opportunity you have when God has brought you through temptation and trial - it is a chance for you to share your experience and by doing so others can develop trust in God, grow in faith and be inspired to hope in their situation. So, do not keep quiet, do not restrain your lips because you're afraid or feel that your experience is insignificant or silly. Who does that honour? Instead share about the amazing things God has done in you and in your life. Declare with gladness, 'Great is the Lord', show others that God is your, 'help and deliverer'. For by speaking of your, 'glad news of deliverance', you will be increasing joy, hope and faith in God in your hearers and will increase your own joy in your experience of God's love and power. You help to encourage others and build the church when you share the stories of what God has done. 

You can only collect these stories by praying and waiting. If you try to resolve all the problems yourself, who will get the commendation and praise once the trial has ended? 

Pray to God for the impossible, ask Him to preserve your life, to bring direction, breakthrough, deliverance, salvation, restoration, hope, security, and wait for Him to do so. Then you will have reason to worship, and great stories of, 'deliverance' to share with others so that God's love and faithfulness can be seen afresh and people can be inspired to put their trust and hope in God. You can help build the kingdom of God by praying, waiting and sharing - what a wonderful privilege!

Fret not

Psalm 37

 1  Fret not yourself because of evildoers; 

be not envious of wrongdoers! 

2  For they will soon fade like the grass 

and wither like the green herb. 

3  Trust in the Lord, and do good; 

dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness. 

4  Delight yourself in the Lord, 

and he will give you the desires of your heart. 

5  Commit your way to the Lord; 

trust in him, and he will act. 

6  He will bring forth your righteousness as the light, 

and your justice as the noonday. 

7  Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; 

fret not yourself over the one who prospers in his way, 

over the man who carries out evil devices! 

8  Refrain from anger, and forsake wrath! 

Fret not yourself; it tends only to evil. 

9  For the evildoers shall be cut off, 

but those who wait for the Lord shall inherit the land. 

10  In just a little while, the wicked will be no more; 

though you look carefully at his place, he will not be there. 

11  But the meek shall inherit the land 

and delight themselves in abundant peace. 

12  The wicked plots against the righteous 

and gnashes his teeth at him, 

13  but the Lord laughs at the wicked, 

for he sees that his day is coming. 

14  The wicked draw the sword and bend their bows 

to bring down the poor and needy, 

to slay those whose way is upright; 

15  their sword shall enter their own heart, 

and their bows shall be broken. 

16  Better is the little that the righteous has 

than the abundance of many wicked. 

17  For the arms of the wicked shall be broken, 

but the Lord upholds the righteous. 

18  The Lord knows the days of the blameless, 

and their heritage will remain forever; 

19  they are not put to shame in evil times; 

in the days of famine they have abundance. 

20  But the wicked will perish; 

the enemies of the Lord are like the glory of the pastures; 

they vanish—like smoke they vanish away. 

21  The wicked borrows but does not pay back, 

but the righteous is generous and gives; 

22  for those blessed by the Lord shall inherit the land, 

but those cursed by him shall be cut off. 

23  The steps of a man are established by the Lord, 

when he delights in his way; 

24  though he fall, he shall not be cast headlong, 

for the Lord upholds his hand. 

25  I have been young, and now am old, 

yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken 

or his children begging for bread. 

26  He is ever lending generously, 

and his children become a blessing. 

27  Turn away from evil and do good; 

so shall you dwell forever. 

28  For the Lord loves justice; 

he will not forsake his saints. 

They are preserved forever, 

but the children of the wicked shall be cut off. 

29  The righteous shall inherit the land 

and dwell upon it forever. 

30  The mouth of the righteous utters wisdom, 

and his tongue speaks justice. 

31  The law of his God is in his heart; 

his steps do not slip. 

32  The wicked watches for the righteous 

and seeks to put him to death. 

33  The Lord will not abandon him to his power 

or let him be condemned when he is brought to trial. 

34  Wait for the Lord and keep his way, 

and he will exalt you to inherit the land; 

you will look on when the wicked are cut off. 

35  I have seen a wicked, ruthless man, 

spreading himself like a green laurel tree. 

36  But he passed away, and behold, he was no more; 

though I sought him, he could not be found. 

37  Mark the blameless and behold the upright, 

for there is a future for the man of peace. 

38  But transgressors shall be altogether destroyed; 

the future of the wicked shall be cut off. 

39  The salvation of the righteous is from the Lord; 

he is their stronghold in the time of trouble. 

40  The Lord helps them and delivers them; 

he delivers them from the wicked and saves them, 

because they take refuge in him. 

‘Fret not yourself’ is David’s instruction at the beginning of this psalm. He repeats this three times so he clearly knows the ease at which humanity falls into a fretful state. We can fret, worry and become anxious, yet it is futile and unfounded. David reminds us that if you fret about evil and wrongdoers, ‘they will soon fade like grass’, if you are concerned about the wicked people who seem to prosper they, ‘will be cut off’, and if you worry for any other reason you need to know that, ‘it tends only to evil’. No good can come out of fretting, panicking or worrying, only anger and evil. 

David’s first point is that fretting is pointless, because if you know God, what are you worried about?! If you know the love and might of the Lord, if you are even beginning to understand something of His nature, what is there to concern yourself with? David’s second assurance is that wickedness will end - so what is the point of spending time concerning yourself with something that is going to fail and fall apart anyway? Thirdly, if you weren’t already convinced, consider; when you have been overly concerned about something, what good has it done? It has probably led to stress, anxiety, fear, anger. Did fretting ever change anything or benefit a situation? Or did it just lead to you feeling helpless and exhausted? These are the reasons why David, in his wisdom, tells you not to worry. Alternatively, he instructs three times you should, ‘Wait for the Lord’. Waiting for God is powerful. It exercises trust, grows confidence, gives security and will allow you to see that God is in action - the total opposite of what fretting achieves! David tells us that, ‘those who wait for the Lord shall inherit the land’. Even if the wicked seem to be doing well for themselves, ‘in just a little while, the wicked will be no more’. So do not waste your time in fear or worry, but instead trust God and wait. For, ‘the arms of the wicked shall be broken’, ‘the wicked will perish’ and, ‘the wicked plots….but the Lord laughs’! Do not spend time concerning yourself with the schemes of evil that are in this world, for God is not concerned about them, instead, He laughs! He laughs at their false pride, their confidence in material things and their mindset of immortality. For God knows their comeuppance is coming, He knows their power, wealth and reign will end for they are not really in charge - He is! 

Therefore do not waste your physical, emotional or mental energy on worrying. Alternatively focus on the life you are meant to lead. Pursue the life of righteousness that God is calling you to and do not allow the plots and aims of evil distract you. Instead trust in God and ‘wait patiently’ for Him. Of course, this does not mean that wicked things will not come your way or that you should bury your head in the sand and ignore terrible circumstances, but it does mean that they should not be your focus, or take much of your time or energy. David knows very well the traumatic trials that can come your way, and he has now learnt as an old man that there are troubles, but complaining and worrying about them won’t make them go away, but God will. So his commendation is to seek God, pray and restfully wait for God to intervene. You can be assured that God sees, hears and laughs at the ridiculous notion that the wicked will win, so just wait.

This psalm guarantees that those who trust in God and wait for Him will; have the desires of their heart satisfied (v4), receive justice (v6), ‘inherit the land’, ‘delight themselves in abundant peace’, be upheld (v17), and will not be put to shame (v19). Isn’t that worth spending your time contemplating?! For God sees and knows what people are up to. He knows the righteous from the wicked. He knows whose ways will ultimately prosper, and he lets you into the secret through this psalm too! You need to focus on the way you are living and not waste time concerning yourself with the acts of others. You cannot change them. Remember that God is laughing at those who are wicked as he sees the demise of their evil ways. One day they, ‘like smoke will vanish away’, You can however change your own mindset and behaviour to ensure that you are honouring and trusting God with your life. 

Do you need to change your focus today and move from fretting into faith? 

‘Commit your way to the Lord, rest in him, and He will act.’ (v5).

Fear and Faith

Psalm 27:1–14 (ESV):  

1  The Lord is my light and my salvation; 

whom shall I fear? 

The Lord is the stronghold of my life; 

of whom shall I be afraid? 

2  When evildoers assail me 

to eat up my flesh, 

my adversaries and foes, 

it is they who stumble and fall. 

3  Though an army encamp against me, 

my heart shall not fear; 

though war arise against me, 

yet I will be confident. 

4  One thing have I asked of the Lord, 

that will I seek after: 

that I may dwell in the house of the Lord 

all the days of my life, 

to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord 

and to inquire in his temple. 

5  For he will hide me in his shelter 

in the day of trouble; 

he will conceal me under the cover of his tent; 

he will lift me high upon a rock. 

6  And now my head shall be lifted up 

above my enemies all around me, 

and I will offer in his tent 

sacrifices with shouts of joy; 

I will sing and make melody to the Lord. 

7  Hear, O Lord, when I cry aloud; 

be gracious to me and answer me! 

8  You have said, “Seek my face.” 

My heart says to you, 

“Your face, Lord, do I seek.” 

9  Hide not your face from me. 

Turn not your servant away in anger, 

O you who have been my help. 

Cast me not off; forsake me not, 

O God of my salvation! 

10  For my father and my mother have forsaken me, 

but the Lord will take me in. 

11  Teach me your way, O Lord, 

and lead me on a level path 

because of my enemies. 

12  Give me not up to the will of my adversaries; 

for false witnesses have risen against me, 

and they breathe out violence. 

13  I believe that I shall look upon the goodness of the Lord 

in the land of the living! 

14  Wait for the Lord; 

be strong, and let your heart take courage; 

wait for the Lord! 

What scares you? 

Being persecuted, involved in war, loneliness, rejection, death, other people, God? It is natural to be afraid sometimes, there are some scary things you can come across in life. Did you know though, that you can be afraid and confident at the same time? David was. 

In this psalm David shows his confidence that God looks after those who ’seek’ Him. He is certain that in the big battles of life God is working things out. Yet David is also scared. He is afraid that God may ‘forsake’ him. Maybe he had recently messed up when he wrote this psalm and realised he’d done things his own way instead of God’s, so felt that he no longer deserves God’s divine protection. Or maybe he had become absorbed by the everyday difficulties that seem to take over and became so overwhelmed that God seemed distant. I don’t know, but we can all get like that can't we? Sure of God but less sure of ourselves or the circumstances we find ourselves in. It is natural to feel like that, David did too. He had confidence in God’s long-term plan, but felt fear in his present predicament. One of the wonderful things this shows us is that you can still trust in God and be afraid. These things are not opposites and it doesn’t mean you have lost faith or become disobedient if you get scared. You may have become; disorientated, overwhelmed, shocked, disappointed, or become stretched as you enter into a new unknown circumstance. None of these things make you a bad christian or should lead you to question if you really have faith. You have faith but are also afraid. Moses, David, Ananias, and most of humanity since the beginning of time, have suffered the same type of conundrum. Faith and fear can co-exist, and dare I say it, maybe they should co-exist. If you are not scared, are you really walking a life of faith? God often challenges and stretches His people, and they can be persecuted and suffer, it is ok to be scared about these things. Yet do not lose your confidence in God. 

This psalm reminds me of the New Testament story of the man asking Jesus for healing for his child. He tells Jesus, “Lord, I believe, help my unbelief!” (Mark 9:24).  Don’t you feel like that sometimes? Both David and this man recognise the truth of who God is, yet they in their humility recognise that fear and doubt creep in. I am sure that is true for you too. It is nothing to be ashamed of, you can admit it and, as both these men did, ask God for help!

The beginning of this psalm is a reminder of what you should be focussing on. Not on problems, worries or fears, but on who God is. You can have confidence in Him because he provides you with; guidance, salvation, strength, protection, support, deliverance, presence, shelter and promises (v1-6). Whatever it is you need, God can give it to you - are you looking to Him for it? 

When you pray about the things that scare you do you first remind yourself of the truth of who God is? David starts there. He remembers that God is his stronghold and salvation before he begins to 'cry' to Him. Even his 'cry' seems like worship, as David is imploring God for help, he is recalling God's salvation and goodness. Is this how you pray? Just because you may be in need in an area of your life it does not been that God has overlooked, forgotten or ignored it. You need to be pressing in as David did. Keep seeking God's face, keep praying, keep trusting, keep reminding yourself of the character of God and be open to change. Do you ask God as David did, to teach you and lead you through?

Once you have acknowledged the truth of who God is and admitted your fears, ask God to teach you and help you, then ‘wait for the Lord’. You can keep asking and keep trusting, but you also have to wait! With time, experience and understanding you will find out that when you walk your life with God there are less things to be scared of. 

‘Be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord’

Power of Patience

 Psalm 25:1–22 (ESV):  

1  To you, O Lord, I lift up my soul. 

2  O my God, in you I trust; 

let me not be put to shame; 

let not my enemies exult over me. 

3  Indeed, none who wait for you shall be put to shame; 

they shall be ashamed who are wantonly treacherous. 

4  Make me to know your ways, O Lord; 

teach me your paths. 

5  Lead me in your truth and teach me, 

for you are the God of my salvation; 

for you I wait all the day long. 

6  Remember your mercy, O Lord, and your steadfast love, 

for they have been from of old. 

7  Remember not the sins of my youth or my transgressions; 

according to your steadfast love remember me, 

for the sake of your goodness, O Lord! 

8  Good and upright is the Lord; 

therefore he instructs sinners in the way. 

9  He leads the humble in what is right, 

and teaches the humble his way. 

10  All the paths of the Lord are steadfast love and faithfulness, 

for those who keep his covenant and his testimonies. 

11  For your name’s sake, O Lord, 

pardon my guilt, for it is great. 

12  Who is the man who fears the Lord? 

Him will he instruct in the way that he should choose. 

13  His soul shall abide in well-being, 

and his offspring shall inherit the land. 

14  The friendship of the Lord is for those who fear him, 

and he makes known to them his covenant. 

15  My eyes are ever toward the Lord, 

for he will pluck my feet out of the net. 

16  Turn to me and be gracious to me, 

for I am lonely and afflicted. 

17  The troubles of my heart are enlarged; 

bring me out of my distresses. 

18  Consider my affliction and my trouble, 

and forgive all my sins. 

19  Consider how many are my foes, 

and with what violent hatred they hate me. 

20  Oh, guard my soul, and deliver me! 

Let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in you. 

21  May integrity and uprightness preserve me, 

for I wait for you. 

22  Redeem Israel, O God, 

out of all his troubles.

This psalm is clearly the reflection of someone who has walked with God for a long time and experienced some troubles along the way. They refer to being guided during the time of their youth, and mention God helping them through various trials. The manner in which this is written shows a calm, confident maturity. Even when the writer speaks of times of distress this is not with explosive emotion, fear or anxiety, but with a calm assurance of God’s steadfast and certain assistance. Asking God to intervene and confident that He will as God, ‘will not put to shame’ those who walk with and depend on Him. The author of this psalm clearly had a long-standing relationship with God as they are sure of His work in every aspect of life. They trust in God for; being released from shame, triumph over enemies, direction, teaching, salvation, forgiveness, goodness, continued presence and care, faithfulness, honesty, truth, guidance, love, steadfastness, well-being, inheritance, care of generations to come, rescue, grace, company, relief from trouble, protection and refuge. In all these things the writer knows God can and will act as He has done previously in their life. They have grown in their faith to reflect the steadfast, secure nature of God. They have done this by continuing to put God in the midst of whatever they have going on. Their life is not their own, but one lived in consideration of who God is.

This psalmist is able to reflect in this prayerful manner about how God has been steadfast, true and helpful throughout his life. Therefore in this present distress that has brought loneliness, fear and sadness, they still trust and wait for God. They have learnt the power of patience. The practice of waiting is referred to several times in this piece of writing. Specifically, waiting for God to come and turn around situations. For; salvation, escape, refuge, restoration and release from shame. Do you need God to intervene in a situation in your life? If so, take some advice from the wisdom of this man of God and wait. The person who wrote this psalm and has learnt these things is David. He is the one who has walked with God from his youth into old age and is sharing his experience in this psalm. He is sharing some important things that he has learnt about living such a life, and one of those things is patience. Are you allowing God into your difficulties and awaiting His response? David has learnt over the course of his life that it is far better to wait for God to bring rescue, hope and restoration than trying to get it through your own methods. God does not work in your time frame, but He is working and His conclusion to your situation is far greater and more beneficial than any you can manufacture yourself so are you waiting God's response?

When you consider that the author of this psalm is David, you can start to appreciate the things he had to wait for; being acknowledged as king, rescue from Saul, and his son, forgiveness, battles to be won and his life to be restored are just a few things i can recall. David did not have it easy. He suffered at many times, some because he went wrong but mostly because of others’ sin. In times of distress he is known to have prayed and waited. We can see that from other psalms he has written. David' life was not easy. He experienced a lot of turmoil and distress and it was tempting to do things his own way. However David learnt that if he continues to wait, God would transform the situation and bring about a greater victory than David could. So now, David is sharing his simple and effective wisdom for when you are next in troubled circumstances. Whether it is an external battle or, the ‘troubles of my heart', you too can be quietly assured that God can change the circumstances around you. You just need to keep walking with God, pray and wait. 

When you decide to live your life walking with God as David did, you get to have a relationship with a living, powerful, almighty, loving God. You can be certain that God hears every prayer, and acts in the best way for you in every situation when you follow Him. So, keep walking with Him and asking Him to intervene in your life and you too may have a few tales to tell like David did. You will grow in wisdom, confidence and patience when you entrust your life and it's troubles to God. Learn to pray and wait. If you do that you will see God’s faithful love, powerful rescue and unbelievable transformation in your life. You will become confident in His power, forgiveness and restoration as David did. You just need to ask and then wait. 

How do you need God to intervene in your life today? Tell God about it, ask Him to intervene, and wait. Then you will see God's salvation come. 'Indeed, none who wait for you shall be put to shame'.

Pray, Trust, Wait

 Psalm 18 is almost exactly the same as the song recorded in Samuel 22, so this song of victory must be important. It is written by David and seems to be a reflection over a period of time as it tells of several victories he has experienced. So it appears that this song was written whilst David was contemplating his life and acknowledging the amazing challenges and breakthroughs that he had lived through. This psalm is not an account of a single victory, situation or battle, but an accumulation of victories that David acknowledges came about because he called, ‘upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised’. 

6  In my distress I called upon the Lord; 

to my God I cried for help. 

From his temple he heard my voice, 

and my cry to him reached his ears. 

Through his life, and particularly through the psalms it is well documented how David called, waited, cried out, and trusted God in his life. When trials came, when he was sick and afraid of dying, when he was confused and harassed and in times of despair he cried out to God, always acknowledging that God is in control then he waited. He waited, continuing to pray, cry out and trust God until the saw God breakthrough in ways he could not have envisaged. David uses this psalm to collate some of his experiences and to demonstrate his gratitude to God. Sometimes God rescued David, other times he radically transformed the situation, at others he protected David as he went through the troubled times, he trained David, guarded him and gave him supernatural strength and ability. All because David followed Him. David’s dedication to following God meant that he trusted God. He went through times of; loneliness, despair, confusion, fear, steadfastness and hope just like the rest of us do. Yet even when he found life impossible, was harassed and hounded, he still relied and trusted in God. His faith never wavered. David’s situation changed many times, and the trials came in different forms, and each time David poured out his heart and asked God to intervene. Then he waited for God to respond. David saw these victories and can testify to God’s almighty power and goodness because he cried, prayed, trusted and waited. Do you have stories like that? 

He sent from on high, he took me; 

he drew me out of many waters. 

17  He rescued me from my strong enemy 

and from those who hated me, 

for they were too mighty for me. 

18  They confronted me in the day of my calamity, 

but the Lord was my support. 

19  He brought me out into a broad place; 

he rescued me, because he delighted in me.”

David prayed, poured out his heart, waited, implored and gave thanks consistently throughout his life. He had a lot of trouble, some self-inflicted, but most not, and he always turned to God. He always acknowledged and sought God no matter what the situation was because he knew that God can always help. No matter how impossible, scary or how huge the circumstance, David knew that there was something God could do about it. So he asked Him to intervene. Then he waited. David would tell God what was going on, how he felt, what he needed, and then he would trust God to work it out because he understood that God cares about His people and that He works for the good of those that love Him. Sure, David got frustrated and desperate, and probably fed up of waiting, but he did wait. When you are fearful, overwhelmed and distressed do you call out to God and await his deliverance? Or do you call to God, get impatient and try to fix things yourself? If you want to know God as your rock, fortress and deliverer like David did, you need to leave the situation in His hands and not take it back! You can have a testimony like David’s, but do you have the faith in God required and the patience to wait? 

46  The Lord lives, and blessed be my rock, 

and exalted be the God of my salvation— 

47  the God who gave me vengeance 

and subdued peoples under me, 

48  who rescued me from my enemies; 

yes, you exalted me above those who rose against me; 

you delivered me from the man of violence. 

Are you awaiting the reward of God, or are you trying to build your own? Whatever you can do in any situation cannot compare to the breakthrough and extravagance of God, but you need to be patient and wait for it. If you want some of the experiences of favour and victory that you read about, then you need to pray and wait. You need to be prepared to be uncomfortable. Trusting God as David did is scary. It means that you are not trying to do life your way or try to fix things by your own hands, but praying and waiting in desperate hope. All the while acknowledging that God loves you and will bring rescue, support and freedom, it just is unlikely to happen in your time frame or the way you want or expect it to.  Sometimes you cannot do much to change the situation you are in, you can try, but it ends up causing you more stress and discomfort in the long run. What you can do is keep, ‘the ways of the Lord’. That is your responsibility. This shows that you really are a child of God and are serious about living life with Him. Then, in time, when God’s glorious victory has come, you can also say, ‘the Lord has rewarded me according to my righteousness’! What a testimony that would be!

21  For I have kept the ways of the Lord, 

and have not wickedly departed from my God. 

22  For all his rules were before me, 

and his statutes I did not put away from me. 

23  I was blameless before him, 

and I kept myself from my guilt. 

24  So the Lord has rewarded me according to my righteousness, 

according to the cleanness of my hands in his sight. 

David cried and called out to God many times in his life, and look at the life he had! There were many ups and downs, but what is David known for? Being a mighty king? A warrior? Brave? descendent of Jesus? A man after God’s heart? A worshipper? There are many admirable qualities we see in David, and they are all because he devoted his life, not to; a country, job role, family or material goods, but because he dedicated his life to following God no matter what. Will that be your testimony? 

1  I love you, O Lord, my strength. 

2  The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, 

my God, my rock, in whom I take refuge, 

my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. 

3  I call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised, 

and I am saved from my enemies. 

Establish your heart

 Be patient, therefore, brothers, until the coming of the Lord. See how the farmer waits for the precious fruit of the earth, being patient about it, until it receives the early and the late rains. 8 You also, be patient. Establish your hearts, for the coming of the Lord is at hand. 9 Do not grumble against one another, brothers, so that you may not be judged; behold, the Judge is standing at the door. 10 As an example of suffering and patience, brothers, take the prophets who spoke in the name of the Lord. 11 Behold, we consider those blessed who remained steadfast. You have heard of the steadfastness of Job, and you have seen the purpose of the Lord, how the Lord is compassionate and merciful.

James 5:7–11 (ESV)

Patience. 

Not something that we are very good at as the human race. We want what we want asap; fast food, quick fixes, buy now, pay later. People always seem to be in a rush for one thing or another. Yet patience is something that is appreciated and admired when we see it. Plus the Bible shows us that patience is essential to growing in good character, wisdom, faith and steadfastness.

James here opens with inviting us to be patient, 'until the coming of the Lord'. For most of us, this may seem like some far off date. Yet the disciples and apostles in scripture held it as an imminent reality. I think with the thousands of years that have passed since then we have become complacent. Yet, the day that Jesus returns is coming, and it is closer than ever before. Therefore there is no time like right now to start practicing patience in order to grow in faith, wisdom and steadfastness because one day you will be facing, 'the coming of the Lord.' That day is coming and is closer than ever before, so how are you preparing yourself for that moment?

‘be patient. Establish your hearts’ (v8). Are you patient with yourself? This may seem like an odd thing to consider in the light of Jesus' return, but in order to become ready for facing the Lord, you need to know what you are about and have set a foundation in your life that is rooted in Jesus. This requires you to be patiently developing yourself and establishing your heart on God. This takes time. It requires patience to build, learn and develop your life and your character. Are you patient with yourself? Are you allowing yourself time to develop good practices, to overcome, are you gracious and patient with yourself when  you know you have got things wrong or have doubts? Consider what you are establishing in your life. 

James invites you to establish your heart on the reality that Jesus will return. How are you preparing yourself for that day? James wants you to be ready. The day is definitely coming when you will meet God. There's no question of if that day is coming, it is when, so how are you preparing for that? What values, qualities and routines are you developing that will get you ready for being face-to-face with Jesus? Are you even doing anything about it, or have you got a bit lazy or apathetic in your faith and allowed other distractions to fill your mind, heart and time? If you had an interview with a prospective employer you would be preparing and practicing, so how are you getting yourself ready for the most important interview of your life with the Living God?

Establishing your heart takes time. Developing good character, overcoming sin, becoming wise and steadfast - they all take time. Therefore you need to be patient just like the farmer James talks about, waiting and tending the field even before he sees any sprouting of the seeds. Like a farmer, patiently continue taking care of yourself, put in the hard ground work with God and His people, and growth will come. Not overnight, but with sustained practice the virtues you seek will develop and establish. Keep patiently persevering. A farmer continues even when the ground is hard, the weather is disruptive and the field looks fruitless - the farmer keeps on the hard work because he knows a new season is coming and he wants to be ready for it. Are you getting ready for the new season that is opening up in your life?

James shows us that patience and steadfastness grow through suffering - it is a common theme through his letter. He doesn't shy away from the fact that life is hard and suffering comes. It takes time to get through it and to overcome the emotions and difficulties that suffering brings. If you haven’t learnt to be patient before suffering comes, then it becomes really hard to endure it! That is why it is so important to practice patience and establish your heart before God. Otherwise, when the next trial comes your faith can be rocked or lost because you have not built your faith on anything solid, as your heart is not established on the right thing, Jesus. 

Verses 10-11 are a wonderful reminder that faithful, obedient, patient God-honouring men and women suffer and they get through it. James reminds us of this by calling us to recall the prophets and Job who all had to undergo persecution, judgement, being ostracised as well as physical and emotional suffering. Yet they continued faithfully to live their lives, and now are admired for their faith and steadfastness - grown through patient endurance. The stories of the prophets and Job do not end with their suffering, but they demonstrate something of God's goodness, mercy and compassion as they see restoration and God's purposes and promises fulfilled. 

If today you are in a season of suffering, keep going. Be patient, with yourself and with whatever is going on. Keep persevering and developing the faith you have in order to gain the wisdom and steadfastness that James speaks about, then you too will come to see and experience the compassion and mercy of God.

'Count it all joy'

 2*Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, *3*for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. *4*And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. 

James 1:2–4.

I find these verses some of the most challenging in Scripture. Whenever I read v2 I wonder how am I ever meant to achieve that - how do you consider trials a joy? I recall what the early christians went through and how they were praising in prison, flogged, beaten, stoned and crucified and I wonder how did they encounter these things with such calm and joy? 

Even in the days we are living in now christians are horrendously persecuted. Some people are tortured and tormented, yet their trust and understanding of God remains, and even strengthens. They go through the pain and discomfort because they know the truth and they, ‘count it all joy’ to be persecuted for Christ. I have not experienced anything like the terrible and terrifying ordeals that some suffer, yet even in my sufferings and trials I struggle to count it a joy. As I write this, I acknowledge that I am currently experiencing, 'trials of various kinds'. I have felt; heartbroken, confused, defeated, loss and numb. I have not been joyful about these things at all and I do not think that James is saying that we need to be full of joy in the trials, but learn to, ‘count’ them a joy. It would be inhuman really to rejoice when pain and suffering come, but that does not mean that we cannot consider that these hardships are actually doing us good in the long-term. I think that this is what James was getting at. When you encounter trials, it is tough and they stretch and challenge us in ways we never expected or wanted. Yet when you and I endure these things continuing to trust in God, although you know that your faith is being tested and that is difficult, you also can know that this is an opportunity to grow steadfast, perfect and content. Who doesn't want that? - this is good news!

There is bad news however, and that is that trials will involve pain, suffering and waiting! In order to achieve these attributes it means that you will have to endure. You have to persevere and be determined to  keep hold of your faith in God and doing what you know is right even if no-one else is. It is hard, and none of us like it, but growing up to become steadfast and complete is the goal. It takes patience, endurance, mistakes and hardship to get there. I think we struggle with this so much today as it is so easy to see that society has grown away from patience and endurance. These are not attributes that many of us have or seek, i mean, who likes waiting for things? The world promotes instant gratification and quick fixes rather than permanent solutions built over time. We have seen an increase of self-serve checkouts, pre-orders, 24hour delivery, all because we want things done and we want it now! We have become a throw away culture; if it doesn’t work, throw it out, get a new one. If it hurts, get some pain relief, if it’s hard, don’t do it. If you have to wait, order it online. If this is our standard - How are you to grow in patience and understanding? 

Nowhere does the Bible teach that instant gratification or relief is a good thing. We actually see the complete opposite. Scripture, teaches instead that; hardship, endurance, suffering, pain and trials are a good thing! Probably not if you look at the here and now whilst in the midst of a trial, but if you take time to consider what it is doing in you long-term, you can see that these tough times do you good. They cause you to evaluate life and yourself in a new way, they can help you grow in empathy, understanding, appreciation and can bring about faith and steadfastness, completeness and contentment. This is what these verses show us as well as the rest of the Bible. James also writes in verse 12, ‘ Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him.’ 

What a great promise! 

Yes, trials are tough and they last. The effects of the trials on our emotions, mental and physical health can take its toll, but what do they do for your spiritual health? Even if you are suffering, are you continuing to learn about God, still talking to Him and depending on Him? If so, then you will grow in faith and steadfastness, but it takes time. Faith is only realised when it’s tested. Steadfastness can only grow if you’ve endured through some trials. So, to achieve these things you have to accept the sufferings. You have to allow yourself to patiently go through it knowing that you can grow in character and faith eventually gaining the crown of life as your reward!

what is your reputation?

 The satraps and officials got their way. There was no loophole in the king’s edict, no matter how much the king fretted and tried to find one, so Daniel was punished for breaking it by being thrown into the den of lions;

‘Then, at break of day, the king arose and went in haste to the den of lions. *20*As he came near to the den where Daniel was, he cried out in a tone of anguish. The king declared to Daniel, “O Daniel, servant of the living God, has your God, whom you serve continually, been able to deliver you from the lions?” *21*Then Daniel said to the king, “O king, live forever! *22*My God sent his angel and shut the lions’ mouths, and they have not harmed me, because I was found blameless before him; and also before you, O king, I have done no harm.” *23*Then the king was exceedingly glad, and commanded that Daniel be taken up out of the den. So Daniel was taken up out of the den, and no kind of harm was found on him, because he had trusted in his God. .’

Daniel 6:19–23.

As soon as he can, after an anguished, sleep-deprived night, the king rushes to the den to find out Daniel’s fate. He addresses Daniel, ‘O Daniel, servant of the living God’. Still gripped by fear, the king doesn't forget Daniel's reputation. It is quite an unusual greeting, certainly not how I have ever heard someone addressed. Yet, what a powerful greeting, what a way to be known!

Daniel’s name has become synonymous with being a servant of God and everyone knows him that way; the satraps, officials, king and the community know that Daniel is a servant of the living God, he is not ashamed of it, he has not hidden it, in fact Daniel has intentionally made his trust in God known through the way he lives his life. 

What are you known for? What is your reputation amongst the people?

Daniel has purposefully been open about the God he serves. He has not kept his private life, his work life or his faith separate. In fact he ensures that everything stems from the faith he has in the Living God. His God is his foundation. Daniel; is obedient, prays multiple times a day, trusts God through the many trials, and he recognises his service to this world is through serving God. Daniel’s faith is not a byproduct of his life or an add on like attending a group, but his identity flows from being a ‘servant of the living God’. Daniel naturally, obviously and openly lives for God. He is patient and perseveres when troubles come, not denying or hiding his faith, but boldly walking in it despite persecution. It is not easy for him, in fact his faith could have cost his life several times.  

Are you living a life of faith as openly and boldly?

This is a challenge for us - how do we build a reputation like Daniel? How do we live so boldly for God? If we look at Daniel, we see that he was open and honest. He never hid his beliefs and values, instead he demonstrated and spoke about them. He made the effort to make God known through his life wherever he was, whoever he was with and in whatever he was doing. He did it when things were going well, and he did it when they weren't. Daniel lived consciously and conscientiously for God. He sought a close relationship with his God through prayer and obedience. This is where Daniel’s reputation came from - a trusting relationship with God. Through this he was secure in God’s goodness and faithfulness. As a result, Daniel realised that he did not need to fight for salvation, his reputation or deliverance. He trusted God. There have been times when Daniel could have made his own plans to save himself, instead, every time, he prayed to ‘the living God’. He did not run away or fight back. As a result he sometimes got answers, revelation and miraculous deliverance, and sometimes, he had to face the terrifying reality in the face so that he and others could see God’s miraculous salvation. Every time Daniel trusts in God. Not himself, or a clever plan, but he seeks God and is rewarded with deliverance and a restored reputation. 

If you want to have a reputation like Daniel’s, what are you doing about it? 

Are you inviting God to make a difference to your character so that you can demonstrate unwavering faith in Him in your lifestyle, your work place and in your community? Daniel's reputation was built upon the foundation of a relationship with God. what is yours built on?

Change of circumstances

When Mordecai learned all that had been done, Mordecai tore his clothes and put on sackcloth and ashes, and went out into the midst of the city, and he cried out with a loud and bitter cry. *2*He went up to the entrance of the king’s gate, for no one was allowed to enter the king’s gate clothed in sackcloth. *3*And in every province, wherever the king’s command and his decree reached, there was great mourning among the Jews, with fasting and weeping and lamenting, and many of them lay in sackcloth and ashes.
Esther 4:1–3.

15*Then Mordecai went out from the presence of the king in royal robes of blue and white, with a great golden crown and a robe of fine linen and purple, and the city of Susa shouted and rejoiced. *16*The Jews had light and gladness and joy and honour. *17*And in every province and in every city, wherever the king’s command and his edict reached, there was gladness and joy among the Jews, a feast and a holiday. And many from the peoples of the country declared themselves Jews, for fear of the Jews had fallen on them.
Esther 8:15–17.

Grief, lament, bitter cries, mourning, fasting, weeping, sackcloth and ashes transformed into; royal robes, golden crown, shouting, rejoicing, lightness, gladness, joy, honour, feasting, a holiday.

How does that happen?

In the matter of a few months, the lives of the Jewish people was radically transformed. They were awarded life when the previous sentence over them had been death. How did such a complete change of circumstances occur?

Well, let's consider the people concerned - the Jews. Despite the edict of death being pronounced over them, they continued to faithfully live their lives even though stricken by grief. They lived with the perpetual fear of annihilation, yet they lived nobly. They maintained their faith and their culture and they leaned on their God. Eventhough death had been pronounced over the whole people group, they continued to live responsibly and faithfully. They knew their fate was sealed, a kings edict - unrevokable. They knew the future looked like a complete wiping out of their nation. So, what was their response? They lived righteously and they fasted and prayed. They knew they had little power or influence to change the circumstances, so they did the little they could, and they handed their fate and faith over to their God. They poured out their hearts, they appealed to God for rescue, then they got on with life - what else could they do?

Even with a death sentence over their heads, the Jews; went to work, played with their kids, tidied their homes - normal everyday stuff. They got on with living eventhough their hearts were full of grief. They kept going. They did not know how this was going to all work out, they were probably were more certain of their death than deliverance, yet they continued their lives of obedience. They sought God and they carried on.

Do you do the same when you encounter a change of circumstance? when you are faced with paining suffering?

Even when your life is threatened, your situation hopeless, do you hold on to your faith? Do you realise that if all else is against you, there is One who isn’t?  Do you, as the Jews did turn to God, pray, weep and fast?

What is your first response in tragedy?

This year, I want to take a leaf out of the Jews book. Their immediate response to devastating news was to pray and fast. They dint tell all their friends about it, they didn't hide, they faced the situation with the only one who cold have any influence. They had to live in the uncertainty, in the tragedy for a while, but God delivered in a mighty way - look at the celebration, how their mourning was turned into dancing. Times of fasting turned to feasting, mourning turned into shouts of joy. The Jews did not hide from their chase in circumstances, they took into account their emotions, they got on with life and they fell on God, and God provided a greater day of celebration than if the change of circumstances had never occurred. God gave life where there was death pronounced. The Jews had to live through it first though, they demonstrated faith and obedience and trust in God. Do you do the same when your circumstances change?

Patient Persistence

Now, I know that most of us will think of Haman as the ‘baddie’ and Mordecai as the ‘goodie’ in this story of Esther. However, I don't think we canjust completely write off Haman, for he does show some good qualities.
We can admire and appreciate the qualities people have even when we may not agree with their overall ethos of life. So, in light of this, I shall say - I admire Haman’s patient persistence.

So, to develop this idea further, we need to look at Chapter 3 of Esther, herewe see the revenge plot coming into place for Mordecai’s ’disrespect’ of Haman, and Haman's response:

*7*In the first month, which is the month of Nisan, in the twelfth year of King Ahasuerus, they cast Pur (that is, they cast lots) before Haman day after day; and they cast it month after month till the twelfth month, which is the month of Adar. *8*Then Haman said to King Ahasuerus, “There is a certain people scattered abroad and dispersed among the peoples in all the provinces of your kingdom. Their laws are different from those of every other people, and they do not keep the king’s laws, so that it is not to the king’s profit to tolerate them. *9*If it please the king, let it be decreed that they be destroyed, and I will pay 10,000 talents of silver into the hands of those who have charge of the king’s business, that they may put it into the king’s treasuries.” *10*So the king took his signet ring from his hand and gave it to Haman the Agagite, the son of Hammedatha, the enemy of the Jews. *11*And the king said to Haman, “The money is given to you, the people also, to do with them as it seems good to you.” 
Esther 3:7–11

Do you also notice Haman’s patient persistence?
Haman literally casts lots every single day until the ‘lot’ falls to him to approach the king with his revenge plot, and how long does this go on for? 12 months!!!
12 months of doing the exact same thing, in the exact same way for pretty much a whole year! Surely that shows persistence, restraint and patience. These are characteristics that we do not like to attribute to characters that it is easy to dislike. Yet, there is good in everyone. I mean, God created all people, so in some way, shape or form, they display the character of God whether we like it or not and whether they like it or not. Here, in this chapter, we see something admirable about Haman, even uf he is using this God-given gift for non-godly purposes, the good quality is still there. Haman displays great patience and persistence - Can you imagine doing the same thing, in the same way, everyday, for a year?

Being persistent and patient is hard for most of us, we live in a society which is surrounded by a culture of getting things done, and getting them done now, the attitude is 'I don't want to wait for my meal at a restaurant, I want good-tasting food, right now'. 'I don't want to wait for my problem to be solved, I want a quick-fix'. I bet you come across that, maybe you are even in this quick-fix mentality, well, I am sorry to inform you, that, often, it is better to wait.

Haman had learned the art of patience. He waited, he didn't act until it was right to do so, how many of us rush right in and often make a mistake or make matters worse? sometimes use even rush in when time would actually do a better job of solving the issue than us even needing to say or do anything.

Haman had realised the benefit of being patient, but not being idle. He was also persistent, he knew the goal he wanted to achieve, he knew he had to wait for the right tie yet in the meantime he kept going, kept planning, kept working. I think we can learn some good lessons from Haman, so today I encourage you to consider;

1. Is there an area that I need to grow in persistence? Is there some way that I need to keep going even when I don't want to?
2. Is there something I need to patiently wait for? Am I expecting a quick-fix or a long-term solution?